Wierd Weekend

[Guest guest]

I don't know if I need help or need to vent. It seems every time I turned around

this weekend somebody was "slapping me in the face".

 

First, someone called to see if I had any drugs for her party (with old friends

of both of ours from out of town). When I said "No", say said,"Too bad."

*click* She hangs up.

Then I checked out one Energy work/Kundalini website which I found very

confusing. I wrote them to try and find what info I could. They replied that

"the Universe was about to decide "if I have what it takes" and that I would get

nowhere "threatenening me with dire consequences if I don't give you this

information".

 

Now ya'll don't really know me it's true. But I grew up around violence and a

butt-load of "dire consequences", believe me - there was nothing of the sorrt in

my email.

 

My relpy was that I WAS on a spiritual path and that I'd had the good fortune to

find teachers who did not judge my Spirit by my computer skills, and who are

willing to treat me (and my ignorance) with gracious compassion.

 

I haven't been called rude in many, many years. And I did rewrite this guy to

find out just what he thought was so threatening.

 

That of course was followed by a night of dreaams about someone from my past

whom I have yet to forgive for a monsterous betrayal. Yeah, I know I have to

deal with the whole forgiveness issue. I'm not sure I'm ready to - I don't use

words like "monsterous" lightly.

 

So weepy, angry, and frustrated as I am this morning, I am also gratefull for

the non-judgmental compassion I find on this board. Is there a place in our

spiritual path to say F*** Him, he's an a-hole?

 

Emotionally Fraught,

Sat Nam,

Leo

 

 

 

 

[Guest guest]

Sat Nam Leo,

 

Don't you love life's challenges?? Once you've vented and released some of

those powerful emotions (and don't condemn yourself for acknowledging

them -- they are good teachers), take a little time to plug into the source

of all that is. It is more powerful than all we see and experience in this

dimension. Those who have harmed and hurt you will reap the karma of their

ignorance.

 

Someone from the list posted this netsite not long ago. This guy is a real

hoot and you may want to listen to his song about a__h_les. We can all

relate to this one.

 

love and light

Sioux B

 

http://www.scottsongs.com/pages/frame_set.html

 

> Then I checked out one Energy work/Kundalini website which I found very

confusing. I wrote them to try and find what info I could. They replied

that "the Universe was about to decide "if I have what it takes" and that I

would get nowhere "threatenening me with dire consequences if I don't give

you this information".

> My relpy was that I WAS on a spiritual path and that I'd had the good

fortune to find teachers who did not judge my Spirit by my computer skills,

and who are willing to treat me (and my ignorance) with gracious compassion.

> I haven't been called rude in many, many years. And I did rewrite this

guy to find out just what he thought was so threatening.

> That of course was followed by a night of dreaams about someone from my

past whom I have yet to forgive for a monsterous betrayal. Yeah, I know I

have to deal with the whole forgiveness issue. I'm not sure I'm ready to -

I don't use words like "monsterous" lightly. > So weepy, angry, and

frustrated as I am this morning, I am also gratefull for the non-judgmental

compassion I find on this board. Is there a place in our spiritual path to

say F*** Him, he's an a-hole?

>

> Emotionally

Fraught,

> Sat Nam,

> Leo

>

>

[Guest guest]

Hi Leo

I love reading your emails. You have such a wonderful combination of open

vulnerability and enthusiasm towards getting the most out of your journey. And

you're darn funny!

My reaction to your Weird Weekend is along the lines of you getting the tests

and lessons your soul is ready to take on. Only you can answer what the message

is about the friend who was only interested in you as a conduit for

drugs...maybe just letting her go?

As for that completely bizarre reaction from the email, I think you answered

your own question in that it was followed immediately by the dream. Perhaps the

emotional upset allowed the issue around forgiveness to come up...maybe you need

to go into that.

I have no doubt that when the sting of the pain subsides you will see the lesson

underneath it all.

Sat Nam (and since I'm from Canada and not the south I won't say y'all, even

though I'd like to)..so Sat Nam ...eh?

Jane

Leo Miller wrote:

 

> I don't know if I need help or need to vent. It seems every time I turned

around this weekend somebody was "slapping me in the face".

>

> First, someone called to see if I had any drugs for her party (with old

friends of both of ours from out of town). When I said "No", say said,"Too

bad." *click* She hangs up.

> Then I checked out one Energy work/Kundalini website which I found very

confusing. I wrote them to try and find what info I could. They replied that

"the Universe was about to decide "if I have what it takes" and that I would get

nowhere "threatenening me with dire consequences if I don't give you this

information".

>

> Now ya'll don't really know me it's true. But I grew up around violence and a

butt-load of "dire consequences", believe me - there was nothing of the sorrt in

my email.

>

> My relpy was that I WAS on a spiritual path and that I'd had the good fortune

to find teachers who did not judge my Spirit by my computer skills, and who are

willing to treat me (and my ignorance) with gracious compassion.

>

> I haven't been called rude in many, many years. And I did rewrite this guy to

find out just what he thought was so threatening.

>

> That of course was followed by a night of dreaams about someone from my past

whom I have yet to forgive for a monsterous betrayal. Yeah, I know I have to

deal with the whole forgiveness issue. I'm not sure I'm ready to - I don't use

words like "monsterous" lightly.

>

> So weepy, angry, and frustrated as I am this morning, I am also gratefull for

the non-judgmental compassion I find on this board. Is there a place in our

spiritual path to say F*** Him, he's an a-hole?

>

> Emotionally Fraught,

> Sat Nam,

> Leo

>

>

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[Guest guest]

I heard a great idea for a bumper sticker. "Eliminate the Middle Man. Satan

for President in 2004"

 

Humor and politics aside, it's true that you will be tested on many levels

as you give up the familiar attachments. It like when you stop running after

things and become strong from within your spirituality, then things come

running after you! Nature abhors a void, if we just bare to empty our cup

and not freak out over the emptiness (I'm reminded about that pumpkin pie I

inhaled yesterday all by myself......ooh!) then all kinds of neat things

will come before your feet.. You, my friend, may need an agent/bodyguard

because you are so accessible. This isn't meant to scare you, but people

have all kinds of subconscious agendas and that can mean you'll be sucked

dry if you aren't clear about your boundaries. You give father milk and

might attract bus loads of folks who never had gentle male energy, or hell,

gentle mother energy!

What's your full birthday?? I'd like to look at your numbers. I am feeling a

"Four" and/or a "Seven" in your chart.

I does sound like whoever you emailed had terrible "bedside manner". Fear

tactics are too common. You might do us all a favor if you could share the

source of this info. And BTW, foul language is almost as good as Elephant

Kriya. Don't swallow that nonsense down....regurgitate it.

Be well, brother, and as Yogiji says "be contained, content and continuous"

Dharam

 

 

-

"Leo Miller" <gr82bme

 

 

 

> I don't know if I need help or need to vent. It seems every time I turned

around this weekend somebody was "slapping me in the face".

>

> First, someone called to see if I had any drugs for her party (with old

friends of both of ours from out of town). When I said "No", say said,"Too

bad." *click* She hangs up.

> Then I checked out one Energy work/Kundalini website which I found very

confusing. I wrote them to try and find what info I could. They replied

that "the Universe was about to decide "if I have what it takes" and that I

would get nowhere "threatenening me with dire consequences if I don't give

you this information".

>

> Now ya'll don't really know me it's true. But I grew up around violence

and a butt-load of "dire consequences", believe me - there was nothing of

the sorrt in my email.

>

> My relpy was that I WAS on a spiritual path and that I'd had the good

fortune to find teachers who did not judge my Spirit by my computer skills,

and who are willing to treat me (and my ignorance) with gracious compassion.

>

> I haven't been called rude in many, many years. And I did rewrite this

guy to find out just what he thought was so threatening.

>

> That of course was followed by a night of dreaams about someone from my

past whom I have yet to forgive for a monsterous betrayal. Yeah, I know I

have to deal with the whole forgiveness issue. I'm not sure I'm ready to -

I don't use words like "monsterous" lightly.

>

> So weepy, angry, and frustrated as I am this morning, I am also gratefull

for the non-judgmental compassion I find on this board. Is there a place in

our spiritual path to say F*** Him, he's an a-hole?

>

> Emotionally

Fraught,

> Sat Nam,

> Leo

>

[Guest guest]

Leo,

 

Leo Miller wrote:

 

> Is there a place in our spiritual path to say F*** Him, he's an a-hole?

>

 

I think Yogiji would just advise us to say, "God bless you," to the

offensive person and leave it at that. Returning, or passing around

the negativity ultimately is not a very helpful response.

 

Steve Porter

[passionate_freak]

 

I don't know if I need help or need to vent. It seems every time I turned around

this weekend somebody was "slapping me in the face".

 

First, someone called to see if I had any drugs for her party (with old friends

of both of ours from out of town). When I said "No", say said,"Too bad."

*click* She hangs up.

Then I checked out one Energy work/Kundalini website which I found very

confusing. I wrote them to try and find what info I could. They replied that

"the Universe was about to decide "if I have what it takes" and that I would get

nowhere "threatenening me with dire consequences if I don't give you this

information".

 

Now ya'll don't really know me it's true. But I grew up around violence and a

butt-load of "dire consequences", believe me - there was nothing of the sorrt in

my email.

 

My relpy was that I WAS on a spiritual path and that I'd had the good fortune to

find teachers who did not judge my Spirit by my computer skills, and who are

willing to treat me (and my ignorance) with gracious compassion.

 

I haven't been called rude in many, many years. And I did rewrite this guy to

find out just what he thought was so threatening.

 

That of course was followed by a night of dreaams about someone from my past

whom I have yet to forgive for a monsterous betrayal. Yeah, I know I have to

deal with the whole forgiveness issue. I'm not sure I'm ready to - I don't use

words like "monsterous" lightly.

 

So weepy, angry, and frustrated as I am this morning, I am also gratefull for

the non-judgmental compassion I find on this board. Is there a place in our

spiritual path to say F*** Him, he's an a-hole?

 

Emotionally Fraught,

Sat Nam,

Leo

 

 

 

 

 

 

Dear Leo,

 

Somewhat our life is ruled by our past Karma and deeds and full of consequences. It doesn't mean we are incapable casting off the revenues. Only we need a capable Guru for it, which is just rare. IT's exactly what went with you.

THe guy you contacted is just with few bookish knowledge and physical stretching in the name of Kundalini Yoga kind of stuffs.

Kundalini is not the piece of a cake available in the streets so don't rely on anyone among the crowd. Capable ones never claim what they are.

 

Dreams are the part of our life and with significant role in every facets. Sometimes might be showing the past events...sometimes the future...

 

Guru from our past lives can reach us to the perfection, but only the Satguru. Are you in the quest my friend where everything seems worthless??? Rely on your soul, ask intensly for the guidance before you go to the sleep and you'd get an answer. And be sure not to be misguided by so called Gurus and Bhagavans in the teritory. I too in the quest and after 16 years of search I've landed somewhere in the firm ground but I'm with fear to lose it again in close future as the person's telling to leave the physical body.

 

regards

PF