re: Good/Bad

[Guest guest]

Sat Nam Christa,

Yes drugs and alcohol allow me to 'program' my mood and feel something

besides pain. Yes, I've been there/done that as you said - that's how I know.

Someone wrote me off-board to suggest that this may be a Kundalini awakening

thing. How am I supposed to be able to tell? Yes, I'm WAY out in the woods on

this one. After a lifetime of "enduring" pretty much anything you can name -

I'm weary. I'm having trouble finding that hope and laughter that have been my

salvation all these years. I truely feel as tho I'm doing my best, but so many

people in my life right now are telling me that's not good enough, I think I'm

beginning to believe them. Thank God for this board where "never is heard a

discouraging word".

 

There seem to be so many issues getting all tied up in some kind of knot that I

cannot, at present, unravel.

 

Sat Nam, Leo

 

 

 

[Guest guest]

Dear Leo,

 

I truely feel as tho I'm doing my best, but so many people in my life right

now are telling me that's not good enough, I think I'm beginning to believe

them.

 

Then that's yoiur test. Do you believe your self or others?

 

Thank God for this board where "never is heard a discouraging word".

 

This is good, but you still have to believe only yourself.

 

 

> There seem to be so many issues getting all tied up in some kind of knot

that I cannot, at present, unravel.

 

Then give up the issues and simply be present to your own life and heart.

It is an easier path.

 

SAt Nam,

 

Gururattan Kaur