two inquiries

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I was in LA last week on business and two interesting things happened, I was

wondering if anyone might have some insight. I've seen that a few people

have posted their dreams to the group in the past ...

 

First I have had a salty, slightly bitter taste in my mouth for a week and a

half. I'm not sure how it developed or what it is about.

 

Second, my first night back home in NY I had a dream that was both beautiful

and disturbing at the same time. A little family history before I go into

the dream. My maternal grandparents both passed away, my grandmother almost

7 years ago and my grandfather 2-3 years ago. My aunt has ovarian cancer

and is undergoing chemo. Her daughter, who was pregnant, was misdiagnosed

with a sinus condition. A week after having her baby (who is healthy and

named after my grandfather) it turned out that she had a tumor in her sinus

and had massive surgery which left her with one eye, no sense of smell or

taste, and very flat emotionally.

 

So the dream (within a dream) starts out with me standing in front of a

classroom, but to the side (so not by the lecturn but facing the chairs),

with my grandfather sitting to the far right in the front row. My mother

was one row behind him and one seat over to the left. My cousin was on the

far left in the front row, but right by me so I knew she was there, but

couldn't quite see her with my peripheral vision, and my aunt was sitting in

the back. My grandmother was floating 3 or so inches off the ground in

front of me. All of my family looked like they did 10-15 years ago.

 

We knew grandma had passed, but in the dream grandpa was alive. He said

that his angel came for him (he always called her his angel). I just knew

it wasn't so...she wasn't coming for him, but for all of us. I silently

prayed to her that she would look over us all and help us all pass over to

the other side.

 

She leaned over to kiss me on the third eye point and instead blew. I could

feel/see the light and energy be blown down through me too quickly so that

it was leaving through my root chakra. I tried to gather it up and push it

to my navel center. In my dream (this becomes a dream within a dream) I

woke screaming...not a loud one but like when you are can't get the scream

out in my childhood bedroom. My dad asked if I was ok, I ran into my

parents bed, plopped down between my mother and dad. My dad complained that

he had just gotten to sleep when I woke him and he had a busy day ahead of

him. I turned to my mother and my sister (looking like she did at 10) was

lying on top of my mom.

 

Then I awoke for real. I felt scared but knew this was a profound dream.

I've been trying to sort it out, particularly the part with my grandmother

blowing my energy through me....If anyone has any insight, I would love help

interpreting it.