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Dear Gururattan Kaur

 

re: "in the heart there is no discussion"

 

This has really stuck in my mind since you wrote this on 23 October.

 

I am wondering about the sudden pressure I am having in the middle of my back,

opening of heart center? This occurred around the time I figured out that I

have a 4 = Karma in my numerology chart. Originally I was focusing a lot on my

lower back as I have had a great deal of pain there (although it seems to be

easing, finally after 10mths of KY). I guess I have a couple of questions, is

the energy starting to rise up my spine, freeing up the charkras? And...

 

The other thing that seems to be happening is that when I am talking to someone

about whatever, I suddenly hit a blank-and cannot continue the conversation - is

this my heart starting to rule my mind? I have tried to analyze these blanks

and often I'm trying to describe a feeling. This is so unlike me (and

embarrassing too, although I am beginning not to mind) - normally I can talk non

stop. I have been hoping to become more intuitive and ....

 

I've had a few tears, that other's have mentioned too. Super sensitive about

all sorts of things... but finding it difficult, in the past to show (I feel and

think it) love freely (hugs, kindness etc.), but it seems I am being confronted

with all sorts of situations that expose these issues. In the past I was always

kicking myself because I felt I had held back, or acted the wrong way.

Yesterday I was confronted with a situation and automatically responded exactly

and effortlessly the way I wanted to and it felt appropriate. Is this what you

mean as in the heart there is no discussion? It all just happens automatically

- no toeing and froing?

 

Thank you.

 

Sat Nam

 

Mimi

 

 

 

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Dear Mimi,

 

> I am wondering about the sudden pressure I am having in the middle of my

back, opening of heart center?

 

If it is at the level of the heart or near, yes.

 

is the energy starting to rise up my spine, freeing up the charkras?

 

That is one way to understand it. I just feel what is happening because

there are so many ways energy can move and open up.

 

> The other thing that seems to be happening is that when I am talking to

someone about whatever, I suddenly hit a blank-and cannot continue the

conversation - is this my heart starting to rule my mind?

 

Interesting. Focus on your heart when this happens and feel what it feels

like.

 

I have tried to analyze these blanks and often I'm trying to describe a

feeling.

 

> Feelings indicate ability to be in the heart. You may or may not be

totally there, but it is possible.

 

This is so unlike me (and embarrassing too, although I am beginning not to

mind) - normally I can talk non stop. I have been hoping to become more

intuitive and ....

 

There you have it. You set the intention to be more intuitive and now that

is happening.

 

> Yesterday I was confronted with a situation and automatically responded

exactly and effortlessly the way I wanted to and it felt appropriate. Is

this what you mean as in the heart there is no discussion? It all just

happens automatically - no toeing and froing?

 

That is a good example. You are making progress. Keep observing yourself.

Then you will be able to go consciously to the heart and operate from there

more and more. Keep cultivating awareness. It is easier to be in the heart

when you are simply aware. Then the awareness becomes a feeling, not a

thought.

 

 

SAt Nam,

 

Gururattan Kaur

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