Guest guest Posted November 29, 2002 Report Share Posted November 29, 2002 Sat Nam Everyone, A door opened this morning towards the end of Divine Mother. I've been feeling it slightly for a coulple of weeks. This morning it blew open and I fell in, feeling my heart center completely opening and enveloping my whole body, literally taking over the meditation! Only I was surprised to be awash in blue and not green.. whatever.:-) It felt like heart center because of that overall 'sense of well being'. It just took about 6 years:-). And the best part is I've still got ,2 years and 8 months to enjoy it, its going to be life-changing I'm sure. This is a long way from where I started, I guess the first step was my first KY class. It didn't happen over night, then I started on long pranayam meditations working up to 2.5 hrs.. Those were nice they did their thing for me, but I was still in my head, it silenced the chatter. I really think that layed the foundation for this meditation though, because without the perseverance I learned from One Minute Breath, and Sodarshan, I never would have stuck this out. I would go more into my 'experience' this morning but I dont't want to dwell on it, just wanted to share it, its not my goal. Suffice it to say if i could bottle it and sell it Ecstasy (X) would be forgotten in a heart-beat...no pun intended. Let me say though that for anyone looking for a LIFE-CHANGING TOOL this would be one! I'm already 'watching' and distinguishing the head/heart conflicts, and mostly deciding to stay heart centered...its quiet, less stressful, there's no judgment, or criticism or defense there, and I can just be. "BTW, I'm still digesting the NMBeing #54. It is beautifully written and a wealth of understanding." --good transition to my next comment. Yes NMBeing 54 was good. GRK says, "Shifting our consciousness from our head to our heart requires patient training and vigilant observation." ...If you want to be able to do this, there is a short cut, Divine Mother meditation. I went from 0 to 60 in about 120 days. Before I could recognize 'being in the head' but it was where i lived, worked. Now I choose when I want to get into my head. ...GRK says, "Cultivating sensitive full-body feeling awareness is the key." --Yes this is what I feel now. My whole body 'feels' aware now, not just from my head. GRK goes on to say about the Dark Night of the Soul, "We realize that we have to work through all the dark thoughts,drop all alienating beliefs and release all false perceptions that keep our mind disconnected from the Divine (Maya). We become more and more content as we cultivate our inner relationship to our Divine Source and accept Maya for what it is." --I battled the dark thoughts for 3 years, finally making a turn, this is a constant I guess we just live with it. On the Dark Night of the Senses GRK says, "Essentially it is when everything you are seeing, hearing and feeling starts to drive you nuts...behavior of the senses is out of sync with the intent of the soul and it becomes a battle..you seek solace by finding sensory stimulus that supports your soul--meditation..", 'you realize much of this is karmic'. --Drove me nuts..everything, meditation helped but at some point--if you aren't connecting with the heart, you have to come up for air. The good news GRK says, "There is however a point at which our soul essence begins to dominate our conscious attention", i feel like I have reached this point, which is good because the last 3 years have been very schitzophrenic. One last comment about the Sensory Human, as GRK describes us. She says "you learn to process sensory info from eyes, ears, feelings... through the soul, they serve the soul." AND "you don't get there without a struggle to determine who or what is going to be in command of the senses and the way in which information is interpreted or filtered." --I find this describes exactly my experience. Apologies to those who get the newsletter, my intention wasn't to annoyingly regurgitate #54. Long timers are probably yawning about now, others maybe asleep, but this a victory for me and wanted to share.:-) Wahe Guru! and blessings.. Deva Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted November 29, 2002 Report Share Posted November 29, 2002 Dear Deva Singh, I am in awe. Thank you so much for sharing. I had a feelling that the 120 day marker was not going to pass without a major shift. And Voila!! Enjoy the experience and its richness and intensity now. Wha He Guru! Sat Nam, Gururattan Kaur Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted November 29, 2002 Report Share Posted November 29, 2002 Sat Nam Deva, All I can say is Wow!! Wow!! This must have really been an experience. Thank you for sharing. As Gururattan says this stuff works. It is unbelievable. Sincerely yours Hari Sant Singh Give up your sense of mine and yours and become the dust of the feet of all. God resides in every heart. --- "ajana6chakra" <sixthchakra wrote: >Sat Nam Everyone, > > A door opened this morning towards the end of Divine Mother. I've >been feeling it slightly for a coulple of weeks. This morning it blew >open and I fell in, feeling my heart center completely opening and >enveloping my whole body, literally taking over the meditation! Only >I was surprised to be awash in blue and not green.. whatever.:-) It >felt like heart center because of that overall 'sense of well being'. ___________ SikhNet - http://www.SikhNet.com ___________ Get news on Sikhism and the Sikhnet web site Sign up at http://www.SikhNet.com/ ___________ Select your own custom email address for FREE! Get you w/No Ads, 6MB, POP & more! http://www.everyone.net/selectmail?campaign=tag Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted December 2, 2002 Report Share Posted December 2, 2002 Deva- I would only disagree with one thing you stated. I don't think anyone on the list found this post boring or annoying! WOW!! I personally loved reading it. I was awestruck at what you experienced. I'm VERY happy for you; and very inspired. I love reading these posts. Seeing others on the list experience something like this is so satisfying and warming to me. I'm starting a 40-day of Divine Mother. I am simply hoping to continue to work on my head/heart issues. I don't expect anything like what you've described to happen. But hopefully someday when I'm ready I'll experience my heart center fully opening. And I have not yet had a chance to read through all of NMB 54 (sorry GRK), but after SO many posts on it, I definately need to do that this week. Congratulations again, Deva on your wonderful transition to the heart center! Christa Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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