Guest guest Posted January 25, 2003 Report Share Posted January 25, 2003 Sat Nam Sat Sangeet, Actually you seemed to have expressed my issue very well. Yes, my body is often an icky place to be and if I'm not doing something "to" it, I'm not sure what to do "with" it. There's also an ambient level of fear that encompasses everything from the Bacteria-Baby to the Dr. saying," Well this is kinda wacky. We'll run some tests and you go home and don't worry about it." Somehow that 'body as an evolutionary tool' idea makes sense to me. dammit! Even before HIV I tended toward the out-of-body. My 'here' has rarely been a comfortable place. My experience tells me that as I walk through these little fires, each makes me become more of MYSELF, despite how - challenging they may be. Now if I could just get this damn whining under control. Maybe that's how I'll know I've reach a balanced place with my karma, I'll quit whining about it! Till that happens, I'm just a limber dilettante. I really would like to think there's a whole world of physical sensation out there I'm not relating to. Funny you mentioned dancing. When I was a youngster and I felt 'stuck' I'd go out and dance a night away. Of course now the Tequila and Extract are out, but hmmmmmm. What'd I'd really like is a nice big pagan bonfire dance! Now that'll shift your focus! As with most beginners, my lower triangle needs alot of work. I've had to go slow at that because of some tissue damage that makes certain exercises either extremely uncomfortable or completely undoable. Normally, I'm content to take the time it takes. Perhaps I've just become aware enough to be aware that I'm missing something. Sat Nam, Leo Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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