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Sat Nam ladies (Ruth, Nichole and Larissa)...

 

I'll jump in with a few of my thoughts on this topic as well!

 

To expand on Nichole's comment...Fear is like the "handmaiden" to

the ego...it's the gas that runs that engine...without a healthy

flow of fear in your life, the ego would have no recourse, but to

step in line with the desires of your Soul and serve your higher

self!!

 

Remember we experience "fear" when we fall into a subconscious block

within our psyche (meaning we have lost sight of the "Light" for the

moment and are in the dark...feeling disconnected from our inner

being or the Source).

 

So another way to think of fear when you experience it, is to

remember...fear comes from a state of percieved disconnection from

the Source.....So the anecdote becomes "create connection" when you

find yourself in a state of fear. The amount of prana you bring

into the body is directly related to the amount of fear you

experience. One way we can connect with the Divine is by breathing

deeper and with more awareness.

 

Visualize that pranic light is entering you heart center on the

inhale and feel and see it radiate through every part of your body

on the exhale....permeating every cell of your being...letting no

part of you go untouched by this healing transforming light. Prana

has an intelligence to it. If you work with it

consciously...allowing it to flow into where ever in your body it

needs to go and be awake and aware during this process....you'll

begin to unravel your fear.

 

My teacher uses a term in relation to healing...

"bringing love to bear"...and basically when you get down to the

limiting thought or perception that the fear stems out of...in that

moment...bring Love to bear...and the process I described above is

how I do that...I simply accept the Love and Light of the Divine to

flow through my heart and my being and I ask to be healed in that

moment.

 

Frankly..I don't think it matters what it is we're afraid of...I

think you work with it in the same way...(and I'm of course not

talking about fear based on non delusional circumstances...such as

being afraid to jump off a bridge...there's good reason to be afraid

in that circumstance!)

 

Now once you are able to work with the feeling of fear abit..so you

are no longer drowning in it when it occurs...you have to begin

peeling the onion....meditation or meditative healing (SNR)...to

begin to touch the original thought program (delusion) that the fear

grew out of in the first place.

 

It's important to read sacred writings which constantly point you

towards the Truth and remind you of the Truth. Some of us have

teachers (representing the Teachings) who are that touchstone for

us...some of us have to find our teacher in the teachings (by

reading). You need to give yourself experiences of the Truth

(The Light), through yoga, meditation, white tantric, reading sacred

writings or whatever.

 

With out that experience, in your moments of fear and self

loathing/low self esteem you have no beacon to call you home to the

Truth and Light. You might as well be blind because you can't see

the possibilities pregnant in the present moment, under the grip of

the fear you are experiencing.

 

You know the "job" of a Teacher is to shoot an arrow into the heart

of the student, exposing them to a moment of the True

Light...without that experience, what would "egg" the student on to

continue their practice? So a physical teacher can expose you to

the "light" but you can also have the experience through reading

Sacred writings that constantly remind you of your true reality and

not the delusion you currently appear to be living!

 

My answers are always very similar because the "process" always

remains the same, no matter what emotion you are experiencing...you

work with it in the same way.

 

The "process" begins with opening your awareness and witnessing the

contents of the mind and goes from there as we've discussed over the

last few days. Once you are aware of the thought pattern it's the

job of catching yourself falling into it etc etc.

 

Healing requires that we:

 

1)Experience our True Nature (as I described above)

2)That we purify ourselves (clean out the mind of limiting thought

patterns)

3)That we have a committement to living in the Light.

 

For example..if I wasn't committed to "living the Light" when I

found myself in a state of fear...I would automatically begin

feeding that fear more thoughts that support my being afraid, the

more I fed it, the bigger it would grow and then I have snow ball

rolling at this point...demoting behavior would spin off of

this..karma would be created for myself and guilt would ensue,

locking me into a pattern of addictive behavior trying hopelessly to

sooth the feelings of guilt with more demoting action! The wheel

spins! And what a drama!

 

If I am committed to the Light...when I experience a state of

fear...I recognize it...and I begin to take measures that will move

me more towards the light instead of further away, immediately in

that moment. So I will check my breath and begin breathing into my

heart...I will chant Guru guru wahe Guru guru Ram Das Guru in my

head (asking for guidance, as I recognize that I am in fact in the

darkness in this moment)....and I open my awareness and feel and

allow and witness within and follow the process of releasing the

grip of the subconscious.

 

The trick is to hone your awareness so that you can "catch" the

first inkling of fear you experience and exercise "right" action in

that moment...which would be to "re-connect with the Light".

 

And I understand why we end up discussing the same thing over and

over again....as I was sitting in my teacher's office yesterday

myself...recieving this same talk about following the process that

will re-connect you to the inner being!!!...when we have a

subconscious block..the fact is, we can't see clearly in that

moment...if it's really entrenched we will often need assistance in

the form of counsel and healing to begin to unravel it...

 

We rely on one another to remind ourselves over and over again about

what the process is we need to follow to move forward and what is

the true nature of our reality.

 

Now what was the process again?? ha ha!

 

Ruth...I hope that helps...in the end it all comes down to getting

down to the "house cleaning" of it...clean the subconscious mind.

 

May you be filled with Courage and Light!

Sat Sangeet

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Sat Nam Sat Sangeet and Nichole

 

Thank you for your insight. You are right, whenever I read sacred writings,

books in that direction I feel uplifted. --

 

Even in my dreams I'm belabouring the self-esteem issue and and I always loose

out. Whenever I have one of those dreams I feel rotten and depressed for days.

- -

 

As far as " beginning to touch on the original thought program that the fear

grew out of in first place" I tried that for years withouth finding a starting

point I could put my finger on.

I finally decided to stop looking fearing my constant focus upon it might make

it worse - - and in retrospect - I think it did. - - It must stem from my

childhood, though I cannot put my finger on it - I've even considered a past

life. - - I've always mentally thanked my husband for being positive and

encouraging in telling me -- "you can do it" - whatever....(in fact, he might

be surprised learn of my terrible insecurity and fear).

 

I thank you dearly, I will visualize and breathe the pranic light......

mentally chant Guru guru wahe guru..... take all your suggestions to heart and

dilligently work with them.

 

With love and appreciation,

 

Ruth

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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Sat Sangeet,

 

Your email reminded me of what the acronym F.E.A.R. stands for, False

Evidence Appearing Real.

 

Sat Nam,

RaMa

 

 

>Remember we experience "fear" when we fall into a subconscious block

>within our psyche (meaning we have lost sight of the "Light" for the

>moment and are in the dark...feeling disconnected from our inner

>being or the Source).

>

>So another way to think of fear when you experience it, is to

>remember...fear comes from a state of percieved disconnection from

>the Source

 

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Sat Nam ya'll,

I've also seen F.E.A.R. done as F*** Everything And Run!

Amanda Hamm [MandyPan97]

Thursday, February 20, 2003 9:49 AM

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Sat Sangeet,

 

Your email reminded me of what the acronym F.E.A.R. stands for, False

Evidence Appearing Real.

 

Sat Nam,

RaMa

 

 

>Remember we experience "fear" when we fall into a subconscious block

>within our psyche (meaning we have lost sight of the "Light" for the

>moment and are in the dark...feeling disconnected from our inner

>being or the Source).

>

>So another way to think of fear when you experience it, is to

>remember...fear comes from a state of percieved disconnection from

>the Source

 

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Rama...I love that! Next time I'm in a state of fear...I'm sure your words will

be ringing in my ears! ha ha! It's so straight forward and to the point! A

perfect reminder of the true reality. Thank you.

 

Sat Sangeet

 

 

Amanda Hamm <MandyPan97 wrote:Sat Sangeet,

 

Your email reminded me of what the acronym F.E.A.R. stands for, False

Evidence Appearing Real.

 

Sat Nam,

RaMa

 

 

>Remember we experience "fear" when we fall into a subconscious block

>within our psyche (meaning we have lost sight of the "Light" for the

>moment and are in the dark...feeling disconnected from our inner

>being or the Source).

>

>So another way to think of fear when you experience it, is to

>remember...fear comes from a state of percieved disconnection from

>the Source

 

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Okay Leo! I've tried that technique in the past as well....haven't had as much

success with it though! ha ha!

Sat Sangeet

Leo Miller <gr82bme wrote:Sat Nam ya'll,

I've also seen F.E.A.R. done as F*** Everything And Run!

Amanda Hamm [MandyPan97]

Thursday, February 20, 2003 9:49 AM

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Re: Kundalini Yoga Re: Low Self Esteem

 

 

Sat Sangeet,

 

Your email reminded me of what the acronym F.E.A.R. stands for, False

Evidence Appearing Real.

 

Sat Nam,

RaMa

 

 

>Remember we experience "fear" when we fall into a subconscious block

>within our psyche (meaning we have lost sight of the "Light" for the

>moment and are in the dark...feeling disconnected from our inner

>being or the Source).

>

>So another way to think of fear when you experience it, is to

>remember...fear comes from a state of percieved disconnection from

>the Source

 

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Dear Sat Sangeet,

Your posts are true divine music. Thanks for this great

insight into fear.

 

Sincerely yours

Hari Sant Singh

 

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> Dear Sat Sangeet,

> Your posts are true divine music. Thanks for this

great insight into fear.

>

>

I second this! I am here reading and don't say much, not feeling too

good, but I print out those messages that bring me comfort (many) and

often, Sat Sangeet, yours is among those.

 

thank you.

 

kartar Kaur

>

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Dear Hari Sant,

 

Your thoughtful and gentle encouragements bring a smile to my face everytime I

recieve one....thank you...

 

(Smiling Now!),

 

Sat Sangeet

 

 

 

 

Gordon Price <harisant wrote:Dear Sat Sangeet,

Your posts are true divine music. Thanks for this great

insight into fear.

 

Sincerely yours

Hari Sant Singh

 

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resides in every heart.

 

 

 

 

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Dear Kartar,

Thank you too..for your thoughtful expression....I find myself printing out a

lot of posts as well....I'm a total note taker! and I constantly go back to my

notes and "review" when I find myself stuck.

All Light and Love,

Sat Sangeet

"rasheedaas <rasheedaas" <rasheedaas wrote:---

> Dear Sat Sangeet,

> Your posts are true divine music. Thanks for this

great insight into fear.

>

>

I second this! I am here reading and don't say much, not feeling too

good, but I print out those messages that bring me comfort (many) and

often, Sat Sangeet, yours is among those.

 

thank you.

 

kartar Kaur

>

 

 

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