Guest guest Posted February 28, 2003 Report Share Posted February 28, 2003 Hello Christa and the rest of ya'll, Thank you all for your prayers. It's been a wild few weeks for me. I lost two very important elders in my life. George Craig and my Aunt Juanita Jackson. We lost George Craig at 88. He was my oldest buddy's Godfather. He had decided that he didn't want to spend his last weeks or months on life support. He preferred to stay home and leave this plane on his own terms. On 2/4 he stopped taking food and water. We figured he would go into a coma within 3 days. On the fifth day he muttered to my buddy John "this is taking so long". He wanted to be alone and requested that he not be disturbed/distracted by his many well wishers. We played Bach and Beethoven for him per his request. By the evening of day six, he was on the verge of slipping away. We changed the music to a Tibetan singing bowl Cd and I believe this helped him relax into the frequency he needed....a certain "I AM"-ness. He slipped into a coma, with his heart still beating very strongly. An hour later he was liberated. His courage and resolve was awesome. John, his wife Laura and I cried in each others arms. We washed his body and anointed him with mildly scented oil. I then introduced my friends to the concept of chanting Akal. Akal being "immortal" and that our intention is to manifest his arrival at the highest levels of heaven. We chanted five strong Akals. My friends were proud to have been able to support his release in such a formal way. The following day John described the chant as sounding like trumpets. It was my privilege to be there and I was glad I could offer something. George loved the Yanks, was a season ticket holder for the NY Giants, rarely missed reading the NY Daily News, and was a tremendous philanthropist and historian. A student of Lincoln and the Civil War, he was three times President of the NY Civil War Roundtable and the recipient of the prestigious Barondess/Lincoln Award. He raised funds to restore Grant’s Tomb and General George Thomas’ gravesite in Troy, NY, as well as founded the Thomas / Longstreet Trust at the Chickamauga National Military Park in Georgia. He loved trains and some of his ashes will be placed on an Amtrak train. God Bless George M. Craig 2/19/1915 - 2/09/2003 The following morning I left Cambridge, NY and was on the road again to Virginia to attend my Aunts funeral. She passed away 3 days before. My Aunt Juanita was/is a woman of tremendous faith, steadiness and compassion. She left her physical body a little sooner than the doctors had predicted, but she was in hospice so it was really only a matter of time. She was 83. At her funeral, the pastor acknowledge that she was a pillar of her church and this was true....and she loved her pastor like many of us love Yogi Bhajan. She raised some good children, with them embracing the humbler aspects of Christianity....it's power to truly transform and bring in the Holy Spirit, and not the zeolotry. I loved her strength. This is family. Kind of hard to talk about in objective terms. I will say there is a lot of love that is unmentioned and assumed. God bless Juanita Jackson Days after the funeral I had an experience of my own of what and who Jesus is. While doing "The Last Meditation" (Waheguru, Waheguru, Waheguru, Wahejeeo 16x on a breath...see Transitions....) I thought that maybe I'd see Guru as being Jesus. You know, with Guru being Gu being darkness, Ru being light. Together it means from darkness to light. I allowed a visual and an ideological sense of Jesus to happen while I chanted. In a few moments I began to feel this tremendous heaviness in my heart and then tears of love just flowed from me. I was actually completely blown away. The deep sense that Jesus was/is a Personal FRIEND really hit me. That is something that makes a meditation so much more powerful...that we can have an up close and personal knowledge and understanding of a great soul (a Maha Purush) rather than it being something abstract and exotic. That the way OUT is through it. "We fall down, and then we get up". I had always done my deepest emotional clearing with Tratakam, the Tantric photo of Yogiji..... why not Jesus? On another level, I feel I was experiencing my Aunt's love for Jesus, a love of Jesus that goes way back into my lineage as it was my Great Grandfather who established the first Black Baptist Church in Martinsville, Va. in 1900. It's been said that the most positive and compassionate manifestation of the Kundalini is Christ Consciousness. A humbleness, and connectedness to all others an attitude that what I do effects others and vice versa, everything others do in this world is felt by me, and the opportunity/responsibility is to remember that and to "bow down" often to keep that perspective fresh in my mind and heart. All ground is holy ground, if I make it so. Yogiji has said that Jesus became "the Christ" when while on the cross, when he uttered the words "Forgive them, for they know not what they do". Remember that moment within your own consciousness. Bless and be blissed, Dharam Wanna hear something very moving? http://www.sahej.com/Bow-Down.ram You'll need ReaPlayer if you don't already have it. It's free at (http://forms.real.com/netzip/fromrde.html?promo=http://www.real.com/R/RDX.fail-\ redir.R/207.188.7.150/1848a75ca1fb087cd818/windows/RealOnePlayerV2GOLD.exe&type=\ dl) Mosaicart2 wrote: > At about 1:30 A.M. Feb 6, I had just waken up, but was still sitting in bed. > > You know, words can never truly describe... > > I experienced what was happening to Dharam's aunt. > > This FEAR and EVERYTHING was lifted up to the heavens, and all was > transmuted. The depth of her soul was touched with such LOVE, and so was > mine, we both knew with such a knowingness that all was going to be alright. > > To know that such love exists is one of the greatest gifts a human can > experience. > > A word just came to mind Raptures... > > I'm thankful to everyone on the list, > Namaste to all ~ > and to you and yours Dharam, > Stephanie Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted February 28, 2003 Report Share Posted February 28, 2003 Dharam, What a time you've had ! Thank you for sharing this with us. I have always loved Jesus, to me it He always maifested as the Sacred Heart, filled with love and compassion for the human race. And don't we need it ! Blessings, Avtar ______________ Sign Up for Juno Platinum Internet Access Today Only $9.95 per month! Visit www.juno.com Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted February 28, 2003 Report Share Posted February 28, 2003 Wow Dharam. I can't even begin to put into words what struck me in your post. I could feel your pain in your words, and yet at the same time I couldn't help but be inspired by your feelings and introspection about Jesus. > It's been said that the most positive and compassionate manifestation of the Kundalini is Christ Consciousness. A humbleness, and connectedness > to all others an attitude that what I do effects others and vice versa, everything others do in this world is felt by me, and the > opportunity/responsibility is to remember that and to "bow down" often to keep that perspective fresh in my mind and heart. And just remember, you may have lost your family/friend from their physical bodies, but you will always be connected to them and to all of us. You will always be part of a very big family! Christa Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted February 28, 2003 Report Share Posted February 28, 2003 Yes, Dharam, thank you for sharing. I still take Holy Communion in my local church and truly feel that I am taking in the living spirit of Christ. I use to worry about doing it because not all my beliefs are in accord with the church. One day while sitting in church, with my racing mind worrying over whether I should take communion, another voice popped up, as though my heart spoke, and said: "shut up, you're supposed to be here." I've never doubted it since. I feel very fortunate to have this spiritual experience in addition to that I have in my practice of yoga and meditation. 2 questions about Christ and Kundalini: Is Jesus considered a part of the Golden Chain of teachers? Is he considered to be an incarnation of God on Earth? peace and prosperity, love and light, sukhmani - Avtar Kaur Kundaliniyoga Friday, February 28, 2003 3:33 PM Re: Kundalini Yoga Re: AKAL! AKAL! AKAL! AKAL! AKAL! (Bye! Nita and George) Dharam, What a time you've had ! Thank you for sharing this with us. I have always loved Jesus, to me it He always maifested as the Sacred Heart, filled with love and compassion for the human race. And don't we need it ! Blessings, Avtar Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted March 1, 2003 Report Share Posted March 1, 2003 Hi Dharam, It is good to have you back. You seem to have been through some very strong experiences...it sounds like they moved you deep into your heart...SAT NAM! Love and Light Marily Sat Atma Sponsor "OUR DESTINY IS TO BE HAPPY" - Yogi Bhajan To UNSUBSCRIBE from this list, please send a blank email to Kundaliniyoga NO UNSUBSCRIBE REQUESTS TO THE LIST PLEASE!> WEB SITE: kundalini yoga KUNDALINI YOGA ON-LINE TRAINING. Details from kundalini yogaclasses.html Transitions to a Heart Centered World - Gururattan K. Khalsa Ph.D. The most comprehensive source of Yogi Bhajan's Kundalini Yoga sets and meditations available! transitions.html Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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