Guest guest Posted May 16, 2003 Report Share Posted May 16, 2003 Hello everyone, Last night (night of the lunar eclipse as most of you know). I had a precognitive dream. I will explain the dream in just a moment but for now i would like to inform you of what happened with my Kundalini experience during the day/evening. First of all i decided to go on a 20 min jog which is the first time i have done that in a long time. I really felt pure after the run and drank plenty of water. I did my yoga (basic spine streches) and during that time i felt an elevated consciousness...more than usual- because of the jog or not? i dont know. Then i did 11 mins of smiling Buddah or Christ meditation and about 5 mins into it i had an amazingly clear vision of numerous rolling hills covered in flowers running into 2 ranges of mountains which were split apart by a stream that ran through the entire scene. This lasted about one minute and during the vision i felt i broke some type of barrier, the one that seperates inanimate objects from ones capable of self-awareness (humans of course). I realized how beautiful God's creation is and it's purpose. Overall it was slightly different from what i normally experience in how vividly clear it was. Anyways, i set up camp outside from 9:20-10:45 to stare at the lunar eclipes doing some left nostril breathing. Now for the dream...I had a dream that i was crouching on the ground by my locker with people around me, the only two faces that were vivid were Brett and Angela. Brett said "Angela has something to tell you" then i stood up, i dont recall me responding but then Angela appeared on the left side of me (Brett was on the right). Then Brett said "she says that nobody likes you." Angela did not speak i responded by saying "I dont care." I seemed not to care but really i was hurt- and that is all i remember. The very next day after first period i went out to my locker, crouched down to set my books on the ground and left them there then went to get a drink, came back and my books were gone. Spent all next hour looking for them (had permission to do so). Then i found them in the Geometry room which is right by my locker (who put them there i dont know) then there was Brett standing to my right, then he turned me to the left and said "watch angela" i kept turning back to my locker and he kept turning me around saying "dude, watch her." Everyone was watching her but i didnt know why but she had lost a bet and had to "moon" everyone because she lost and i had missed it because i turned around. This is very perplexing to me and would very much appreciate some interpretation on all these occurences. I have written long enough so I bid you all a good day! Sat Nam, David _______________ STOP MORE SPAM with the new MSN 8 and get 2 months FREE* http://join.msn.com/?page=features/junkmail Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted May 19, 2003 Report Share Posted May 19, 2003 >Then Brett said "she says that nobody likes you." Angela did not speak i >responded by saying "I dont >care." I seemed not to care but really i was >hurt- and that is all i remember. Hello David, When I read this line I read it to say "she says that there's nobody like you." I read it a couple times because I didn't understand why that would hurt you. Maybe, what it really said is there's nobody like you. Highschool can be tough, be yourself and forget everybody else, you'll thank yourself later for not conforming. No matter what, there is nobody like you and sometimes people won't like you for it, but that's their problem, be happy with who you are. Highschool was a roller coaster ride for me, there were times when I had no friends and I was everybodies favorite joke, that was when I was trying to conform. When I was myself, everyone seemed to respect me more and want my opinion on things, I ended up in the homecoming court my senior year. I guess what I'm trying to say is the less I cared what people thought of me the more they liked me, some really hated me for not caring what they thought of me, but that's there problem even though it did get me in a fight once or twice, the majority of people were on my side. SAT NAM!!! RaMa _______________ Add photos to your messages with MSN 8. Get 2 months FREE*. http://join.msn.com/?page=features/featuredemail Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted May 19, 2003 Report Share Posted May 19, 2003 Sat Nam Amanda, Thanks for the insight and i couldnt agree with you more when you said "there is nobody like you." which brings me back to another thought- Angela and I have had several conversations about how we are the person we want to be and we dont care what other people think about us because we are letting ourselves be knows. I have also realized that people do look up to me in a way because everybody always tells me how unique I am and I respond by saying "we are all unique, most of us just wear masks which hide our true faces." Then they give me this weird look like "what are you talking about?" and I sense they are confused so I explain it into details which would take too long to type here, but they still dont get it. And to me, from what I have seen, people are just trying to live up to other peoples standards and forget who they are- attempting to blend in by "forging" if you will, a mask that represents their fear of being ridiculed for being their own, individual and beautiful person that they truely are. They think being different is wrong. Many people in my sophomore class really teach me a lot. Sometimes when we have a party or a get-together, I just sit back and watch how everyone trys to be the person the other person they are interacting with wants them to be. I gain insight and wisdom from this, bringing me closer to realizing our human nature and contemplating how to get past that block. Sometimes I get taunted in a way not intended to be offensive but clearly shows me how foolish they are and how foolish I sometimes am by indirectly making fun of someone in a joking manner. What they dont realize is that making fun of someone by "just joking around" is actually a direct reflection of their thoughts, not just "joking around." When someone says "haha, you'r stupid...I'm just joking," even though that person did nothing to present themself as being "stupid." They were just "joking around," but it is more than that, they are really subconsciously making an effort to upset that person in a somewhat indirective manner tho many times it is dierct. They take their inner anger out on everyone around them in ways not intended, but many are really hurt in this. I see past the foolishness of taunting...just another way of putting yourself down as well as others. I guess I have much to learn, I am young and the path ahead is long so i will continue the search for liberation from these illusions and take good advice when it presents itself. Peace, Love and Light always, David _______________ MSN 8 helps eliminate e-mail viruses. Get 2 months FREE*. http://join.msn.com/?page=features/virus Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted May 19, 2003 Report Share Posted May 19, 2003 Sat Nam David, I admire your clarity and insight...and at such a young age! ha ha! (They are making them "old" these days!) Sat Sangeet "OUR DESTINY IS TO BE HAPPY" - Yogi Bhajan To UNSUBSCRIBE from this list, please send a blank email to Kundaliniyoga NO UNSUBSCRIBE REQUESTS TO THE LIST PLEASE!> WEB SITE: kundalini yoga KUNDALINI YOGA ON-LINE TRAINING. Details from kundalini yogaclasses.html Transitions to a Heart Centered World - Gururattan K. Khalsa Ph.D. The most comprehensive source of Yogi Bhajan's Kundalini Yoga sets and meditations available! transitions.html Post your free ad now! Canada Personals Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted May 20, 2003 Report Share Posted May 20, 2003 Sat Nam David I also am a sophomore in highschool, it's interesting to see someone my own age on this list, into these things... where do you go to school at? Its nice to see someone different out there then these average kids I see everyday in my school... or maybe they are not average, as you say we are all individuals.... but some of us are under a masquerade...anyways, i don't have much time to write a whole lot, but i'm just letting you know your not the only one in highschool on this list... Sean The New Search - Faster. Easier. Bingo. http://search. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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