Har / No Separation...?

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Sat Nam,

 

Consciousness is like a seed that grows....with every moment it is

expanding upwards...always a new leaf...always a new bloom.

 

As all of you know...I really "enjoy" talking about

consciousness...and I continue to be amazed at how it can expand.

Something just occured to me today and it brought me a much deeper

understanding of something.

 

I've been chanting the mantra "Har Harey Haree" for some time

now...and this morning I found myself thinking before I began to

chant it..."this damn mantra, when am I ever going to understand

what it is all about really?" My consciousness has yet to catch up

with the "state of consciousness" this mantra evokes....although

today I think I have come alittle closer to understanding it in

whatever capacity, I can in this moment.

 

It came with something my teacher said earlier this week in class

(it just bloomed in my consciousness this afternoon though). he was

talking about a state of consciousness where you have the experience

of the creator, the act of creating and the creation as being one in

the same...something we all intellectually know...and how this

experience never leaves you and after that experience, you can't

help but recognize, that everything happening outside of you is

really just a reflection of what's happening inside of you...there

is no separation....in this way, you really do create your own

reality.

 

It was the words "no separation" that hit me in a different way,

when I reviewed them today. My understanding in my consciousness,

of there being, no separation, has always been around...God and

creation are one...but what that meant to me, I now realize, was....

 

If I were to think about my "persoanl being", as particles of light,

of one color and the God force, as another color...those two colors

get mixed up together, in my body, like a cocktail, stirred and that

is Ang Sang Wahe Guru! (God is in my every limb) half this color

half that color...yes...God is in me...but I'm not actually

God...he's just in me too! ha ha! we're not one color together.

 

God is something outside of me which can flow through me...but I

didn't believe he was "of" me.

 

I believe...I think differently now. All of a sudden I had the

understanding that "I" am the creator (I have the ability to

manifest through what thoughts I hold in my mind)..."I" can create

(by projecting a thought and keeping my focus on that

path)....and "I" am the creation at the same time (I experience what

I create)..."I" am the creator and the creation simultaneously...

Eck Ong Kar...Therefore "I" am God...because God is, all of the

above, that I have described.

 

I think I realize there is no "me & him" anymore, in this vessel we

call a body...there is just an "us", meaning all, we are the

same...no separation.

 

Although the definition Deliverer, Organizer and Destroyer for "Har

harey haree"...doesn't exactly fit with what I am describing

above..something tells me that it is related to this new

understanding I experienced.

 

Now for the part I don't enjoy so much...making my life congruent

with this reality. ha ha! (I'll get back to you, on how this is

going for me, in a couple of lifetimes!! ha ha!)

 

Sat Sangeet