Guest guest Posted October 31, 2003 Report Share Posted October 31, 2003 SAT NAM, I am, kind of experiencing of how Universe works at making us fit in the walk of light. In my experience as I have already mentioned that I had developed a very strong pattern of reacting to unfavourable situatioins by arresting/Blocking my breathe. This over the years caused palpitations/muscle tightness during the situation. This got so aggrevated that it had caused what Doctors described "Fibromyalgia" I was suffering this moderately for maybe 5-6 years at a very young age 22-27. Although this went away the patterned response never changed it continued to harm gradually unknowing to me. It has been almost 1.5 years since I doing KY, the first year, as external things were mild I thought I had good control over anxiety and felt very happy. Its has been over 2 months now that Universe is throwing rockets at me demanding one after the other, task to get done and arousing severe hidden anxiety within me. It made me wonder "WHY" and cry sometimes. Everyday, teh moment I overcome one situation it would throw another maybe 4-5 different situations in a day which caused me to just shiver as my negative mind would get intense. I would feel sad that if not for this anxiety I would have progressed so much in YOga as everyday I used to feel sick, would drag myself to do yoga and gothrough the challeneges, I continued to do this and its been over 2 months, literally in the midst of all this I can see a courage blossoming inside me that I will win this forever and can feel more light . I am becoming aware of my harmful conditioned response and I am changing it right there.. So its working great!!.. I now realize that no matter what ... SHE just wouldnt let me go easy and wants to get it all OUT.. I now realize, it is a process and is working at WALKING ME TOWARDS LIGHT!!. I can certainly relate to "KEEP UP THE PRACTICE AND YOU WILL BE KEPT UP". Thanks Exclusive Video Premiere - Britney Spears http://launch./promos/britneyspears/ Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted November 21, 2003 Report Share Posted November 21, 2003 Sat Nam, Please know that you are not alone in what you are going through, as it is also my understanding that we must walk through the mud before we can walk in the light. Thank you for giving me the inspiration to continue on my journey, as it can be very difficult at times. Kundalini brings many things up to the surface, especially the emotions that we have suppressed. Thus, it is my belief that the Universe will continue to challenge us, until we get it right. You are in my prayers. "Persevere,Keep Up" and be "Victorious!" Blessings to You, Monika Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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