Guest guest Posted December 18, 2003 Report Share Posted December 18, 2003 Sat Nam, I have been been practicing for over a year, and I have felt great at times doing certain kriyas. balancing nervous and immune systems, (the balancing the nervous systems im hooked on and I´ve extended the 11min time to 35 minutes, because of the energy buzz, improved confidence, and mental capacity. But this is wearing off and i feel the same disfunctional feelings returning.) nahbi i also did for 3 months with a similar result, I´m currently doing the anger set, but i feel frustrated because I lack a teacher ( I need to know if im doing the neck lock correctly when i meditate, for example.), due to finances and I´m looking for a supportive comunity, an ashram, where i could go to give the 40 day meditation cycle of the Kirtan meditation, or sodarsham meditation a chance. Living in the city (Madrid) isn´t exactly conducive to meditation, and i do my best under the circumstances. Next week I´m going to the US for a famliy visit, philly, and i wanted to know if there were such communities or ashrams. My friends say that i have much to be happy for, and i have a beautiful girlfriend who i love, etc., but i need to search for myself and accept myself. Being abused as a child, has made it difficult for me to relate with others in a friendship or amorous way, and anxiety or self doubt are holding me back and alot of my energy is spent controling my feelings. The kriyas have helped and opened a window of my potential and now i need to continue. Despite leaving everything, this is the most important search in my life to my self with acceptance. Are there others and where can i go? Any info. or advice would be greatly appreciated -Chris New Photos - easier uploading and sharing Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted December 19, 2003 Report Share Posted December 19, 2003 Sat Nam Chris, You can look in various directories, such as in the website for the 3ho organization at www.3ho.org under the teacher's directory. Unfortunatley I do not know of any ashrams in Madrid. I agree that the most important thing in your life would be to find, love and honor yourself simply because you will not be able to shre these feelings consciously and in a healthy way with those you truly love if you don't. Be kind and patient with yourself and have faith in God, he will forever be present to guide you in whatever shape or form. I send you my loving thoughts. SatNam Anna-Maria (Athens, Greece) chris charles <ccharles79 wrote: Sat Nam, I have been been practicing for over a year, and I have felt great at times doing certain kriyas. balancing nervous and immune systems, (the balancing the nervous systems im hooked on and I´ve extended the 11min time to 35 minutes, because of the energy buzz, improved confidence, and mental capacity. But this is wearing off and i feel the same disfunctional feelings returning.) nahbi i also did for 3 months with a similar result, I´m currently doing the anger set, but i feel frustrated because I lack a teacher ( I need to know if im doing the neck lock correctly when i meditate, for example.), due to finances and I´m looking for a supportive comunity, an ashram, where i could go to give the 40 day meditation cycle of the Kirtan meditation, or sodarsham meditation a chance. Living in the city (Madrid) isn´t exactly conducive to meditation, and i do my best under the circumstances. Next week I´m going to the US for a famliy visit, philly, and i wanted to know if there were such communities or ashrams. My friends say that i have much to be happy for, and i have a beautiful girlfriend who i love, etc., but i need to search for myself and accept myself. Being abused as a child, has made it difficult for me to relate with others in a friendship or amorous way, and anxiety or self doubt are holding me back and alot of my energy is spent controling my feelings. The kriyas have helped and opened a window of my potential and now i need to continue. Despite leaving everything, this is the most important search in my life to my self with acceptance. Are there others and where can i go? Any info. or advice would be greatly appreciated -Chris Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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