Guest guest Posted July 5, 2004 Report Share Posted July 5, 2004 I wrote recently about forgiveness, and at the same time, I am experiencing what I had thought was a marriage ever-lasting, evaporating before my eyes. Yes, I do practice KY every day, have become obsessed with it, reading everything I can get my hands on, and listen to a lot of Gurunam's mantra CD's. I have been taking KY classes twice a week from a qualified KY teacher since just April.But my ultimate goal and intent is to master both Kundalini ascention and descention, and to live a life of service to mankind, in particular, healing. But for now, I have an awful lot of problems that need to be resolved well and with love. Remember I have almost 5yo twin boys I would give my life for. My husband, well, I think I will always love him, but he is holding me back, and I want to break out of my cocoon, and look at my beautiful wings! So, I am in Greece with no lively-hood,although, I am sure there would be spousal support. IS there an ASHRAM or SOMEWHERE I could seek haven if needed? Of course the children will be provided for. I NEED to KNOW of a PLACE/ASHRAM I could go to, since I have nowhere else to go. Thanks and God Bless, Georgia Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted July 6, 2004 Report Share Posted July 6, 2004 Careful with the road you're going down, if I'm right I spent a couple of years down it myself, until I was poisoned. What I believe marriage is about is a commitment to merge and to travel together as one. The day you say your vowels nothing changes as such, it is just the official beginning of the Journey. With this process there will be many challenges but it is a great learning step for merging your soul back into the universe. Now as for the trap, I spent a time where I felt my then Girl Friend was limiting me and I needed something richer. Well what I was looking for was an easy path, and what I've now taken on is that I need to play for 2. At times it is tough when you are the one pulling the other one along in this journey (esp. when they seem uninterested), but we all have to do our work, show some leadership and help the team. And believe me this is much more rewarding and makes you a lot stronger (your wings will be mightier when you break out). At times you feel like packing it in, that's normal, but the strong get back up. Pull your husband through with you on this journey, but don't pull too hard, some things move faster with tact. Try exposing him to emotions you have experienced, open the doors for him which he is bumping into with out seeing, he may be doing the same for you. Anyway please don't look at this as me preaching I am not all wise. If what I'm saying is not relevant to you ignore it, however your post reminded me of a time I spent myself and I'm just trying to share what I got out of it. KY is a tool that helps us "tune in" joint journeys of the soul is a process that does the same, both will complement each other. Spending quite times together a great starting point to consciously recognise each others souls. You don't need to travel wide and far for the challenges you already have at home Kundaliniyoga, "sss3333nnn" <georgiaweinkauf@m...> wrote: > I wrote recently about forgiveness, and at the same time, I am > experiencing what I had thought was a marriage ever-lasting, > evaporating before my eyes. Yes, I do practice KY every day, have > become obsessed with it, reading everything I can get my hands on, > and listen to a lot of Gurunam's mantra CD's. I have been taking KY > classes twice a week from a qualified KY teacher since just > April.But my ultimate goal and intent is to master both Kundalini > ascention and descention, and to live a life of service to mankind, > in particular, healing. > > But for now, I have an awful lot of problems that need to be > resolved well and with love. Remember I have almost 5yo twin boys I > would give my life for. My husband, well, I think I will always love > him, but he is holding me back, and I want to break out of my > cocoon, and look at my beautiful wings! > > So, I am in Greece with no lively-hood,although, I am sure there > would be spousal support. IS there an ASHRAM or SOMEWHERE I could > seek haven if needed? Of course the children will be provided for. > > I NEED to KNOW of a PLACE/ASHRAM I could go to, since I have nowhere > else to go. Thanks and God Bless, Georgia Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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