Suprising hostility encounters

[Guest guest]

Sat Nam Everyone, along with my twin sons, just had some suprising

hostility encounters! We had been in the house for the past two days

due to one of the twin's brief fever, and were happy to go out. I

have made wonderful progress, spiritually. I continue to try daily

Sadhana, but EVERYDAY DO some KY. I had been practicing the Ganpati

Kriya meditation,and was really IN TUNE, when I began to SMILE, and

feel HAPPY ALL OVER!!! Then TEARS began streaming down my face, and I

was communicating with IT ALL!!!!!!! I was crying and laughing at the

same time, then I sensed," A NOD, OK, YOU ARE RELEASED. NOW GO BE

WITH YOUR FAMILY. THEY ARE WAITING FOR YOU." I , while still crying

and laughing, said "Sat Nam", hands in prayer pose, and said "Thank-

you ,"over & over, feeling like a walking, talking, breathing miracle.

 

Other progress has been made, but I will save it for later. I have

observed flickering/dimming of light-bulbs lately, and I blew out my

portable CD player!

 

Back to the subject. What is this hostility and negativity from

complete strangers??? One of my son's picked up a bunch of grapes at

an open -air market, and the owner went nuts, dropping his stack of

crates, then blaming my son for dropping them! I was standing there,

picking tomatoes,being shouted at (in Greek), so I put the tomato

down, took my sons's hands, and left, speaking to hih in English,

that my son had caused no harm. Then the grocery store,

everyone=hostile!!! We came back home!! Any explanations?? Is it my

aura?

 

Love and Light Always,

Nirmal Kaur

P.S. Thank-You, Gururattan Kaur Khalsa for your Lessons. I just

finished #21, and it was EXACTLY what I needed tohear!!! Sat Nam.

[Guest guest]

Dear Nirmal Kaur,

 

Sat Nam!

 

Great to hear of your progress. You have put in a lot of sincere dedication

to your practice and it is paying off.

 

As for the hostility. The Full Moon coming up this Sunday is very intense.

The energy builds way before the actually Full Moon. I hope you have read

the latest NMBeing. Many people cannot handel the energy and are blowing up

only because they don't know what to do with the energy inside themselves.

 

Don't take this event personally. It is not your aura. Just take care of

yourself. You did the best thing which was to leave. The outburst could

not have possibly been about a 5 year old picking up a bunch of grapes.

Repressed feelings get triggered at this time.

 

Just keep smiling and connecting inside. I am sure others will love your

light and in any case you do, so enjoy yourself and your precious sons.

 

Blessings,

 

Gururattan Kaur

San Diego, CA

[Guest guest]

Hello,

I understand, and have had many similiar experiences. Sometimes I

think when people are in great pain, and they see someone who is

radiating happiness, joy, and light, they lash out. It's a strange

phenomenon. I almost stopped doing my Kundalini Yoga for a while,

because I felt like my energy was triggering rage in other people.

Now I just detach. I continue o practice. It really has helped to

speed my healing. My mother is also healing from severe alchohol and

drug abuse, and I sense that my work pushed hers forward. That alone

has been a true miracle.

Trust the reaction of children and animals. They love the light. My

dogs nestle near me when I do the kriyas and they zone out on the

floor to the gong.

A friend told me to spend time with the most creative, artistic

people I could find. It helps. Good luck...

SatPal Kaur (Stephenie) P.s. I had a similiar posting: "Experiencing

lots of conflict with people."