Anger Outbursts - To Sat Pal Kaur

[Guest guest]

Sat Nam Sat Pal Kaur,

 

What you disclosed in your email are my sentiments exactly, but the other side

of the coin, and my dilema, which I frequently need to remind myself of, is to

be self-less and compassionate towards those who are and have been unkind to me,

for they must be in just as much, if not more pain than myself, and in some ways

it feels as though I am being put to the test. Sometimes it feels good knowing

that I tried, and other times, there are the mixed emotions of anger and guilt

that are experienced within myself, for even thinking that me trying to help

would benefit anyone, least of all myself. Anyway, it's always been my belief

that everyone, no matter how awful, one could be, that deep, deep down, there is

a light, their light, that needs to be kindled through unconditional love. As a

child I was never given unconditional love, it was always withdrawn, and somehow

I felt it was wrong, but does that mean one becomes doormat, or a hermit and

move into the mountains? There needs to be

some sort of a balance, which I haven't found yet.

 

Anyway,it all gets a bit confusing for me when it comes to helping others first

before myself. However,as you expressed, my emotions are also spared when I

choose not surround myself by those who can be a negative force.

 

Thank you so much for your advice, it means so much to me. You are in my

prayers.

 

Love, Peace & Light,

Bliss, NYC

 

 

 

[Guest guest]

Hi Bliss,

I understand what you are saying. I have just found that sometimes I

need to detach and send love, rather than stay in the muck, if it's a

painful and unhealthy decision.

I believe, too, that deep down everyone has their light, it's just

sometimes it's covered up with pain. Telling the truth and taking

care of yourself has helped me greatly. Our families are very

affected by our Kundalini Yoga practice, even if they don't know that

we're doing it! My teacher told me that, and I really see it with my

family. So much progress in what used to feel like a hopeless

situation.

I once had a dream of a large black doormat...that's all. I knew I

didn't need to look that symbol up in the dream dictionary. That

doormat was me! It made my decision for me!

Peace and healing to you,

Sat Pal Kaur

 

I've been doing an hour of mantra every morning, and can really feel

the difference in my aura. Getting your self back helps so much.

> What you disclosed in your email are my sentiments exactly, but the

other side of the coin, and my dilema, which I frequently need to

remind myself of, is to be self-less and compassionate towards those

who are and have been unkind to me, for they must be in just as much,

if not more pain than myself, and in some ways it feels as though I

am being put to the test. Sometimes it feels good knowing that I

tried, and other times, there are the mixed emotions of anger and

guilt that are experienced within myself, for even thinking that me

trying to help would benefit anyone, least of all myself. Anyway,

it's always been my belief that everyone, no matter how awful, one

could be, that deep, deep down, there is a light, their light, that

needs to be kindled through unconditional love. As a child I was

never given unconditional love, it was always withdrawn, and somehow

I felt it was wrong, but does that mean one becomes doormat, or a

hermit and move into the mountains? There needs to be

> some sort of a balance, which I haven't found yet.

>

> Anyway,it all gets a bit confusing for me when it comes to helping

others first before myself. However,as you expressed, my emotions

are also spared when I choose not surround myself by those who can be

a negative force.

>

> Thank you so much for your advice, it means so much to me. You are

in my prayers.

>

> Love, Peace & Light,

> Bliss, NYC

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