beginers eruption

[Guest guest]

I have just begun to practice and have been challenged by many

obsticles. First the privacy issue and most importantly an occurance

that has brought things to a halt. I was working on breathing and

from out of no where I began to feel an eruption from the first

chakra I continued to concetrate on breathing I was shown a dark

red/yellow swhirling mass that became stuck and at that same moment I

was rudely interrupted by a household member that broke my

concentration ever since then I have had much trouble digesting food

of any kind liquid or solid to the point where I have been taking

tums to help with all the painful indigestion ...I have even tried to

fast for two days to help with this it only seemed to help slightly.

It has been almost 7 days and the problem is slowly disipating yet I

do not seem to be able to get back to that place to open it up .....I

am very concerned about continuing this practice because it appears

that I am not doing things the incorrect way. But at the same time I

know that it has helped me emotionally and things are subtally

changing for the better . Can someone give me insight as to what I

may do to unstick this mass? I seriously do not want to give up.

 

THANK YOU