White tantric experience

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SAT NAM,

Want to share my White Tantric Experience with you

all,

 

We set out 1 hour early to get to the White Tantric

Center in Seattle which essentially is a 15 min drive,

a new place, bit of difficulty in finding the center

as it was in a university.

I was starting to get upset while we were roaming

around the area unable to figure out how to get there.

Couple of people told us this is a huge place and

could be hard... my heart was racing, I thought of

Guru Ram Das just then an old lady came by walking

past us , she looked bright, I asked her and she told

us exactly how to go there. I was so thrilled, we had

past that lane before, I could see beautiful people

dressed in white walking by, just their sight brought

tears in me filling me with joy..

 

 

We hurried in and I could see a queue of people lined

up to sign in, it was indeed a sight, each of them

were so beautiful with Shimmering bright eyes.

I was a little nervous as was my first tantric and was

confused as to how I would go about. My heart kept

saying " It will all happen, just be ".

 

Gathering myself,I slowly entered the room wading Bye

to my daughter and husband, the room was full with

people, I managed to get to the back of the room and

settle down , others had tuned in and were doing warm

up excercises.

 

Time came when I had to raise hand for a missing

partner and I was waiting, as I was still waiting an

aged man dressed in white entered choose me and

saluted me ,so did I. While he came and joined me we

were called to come in front. We went and spread

ourselves , I could now feel the healing energy around

the room and I was getting relaxed enjoying it.

 

Mahan Kiran joined us and she was more beautiful than

any Film star on earth, perfect body, pleasing face

and exhubarent color followed by our dearest Yogi

Bhajan joining us.

 

 

So did the tantric begin...by this time I had started

feeling how much I long to belong, into the second

kriya 3 hours had already passed by, tears were

flowing out of me automatically, others put in tissues

on my lap ,I just let them flow and wouldnt move a

bit, staring straight into the eyes of my partner and

allowing as much of garbage to come out of me.

During our second kriya break I could now completely

feel the amount of negative energy that I was holding,

I felt like "I was killing myself with such

unbelievable negativity", like "I was piercing myself

with a sharp sword" .. not sure what had caused

this..so I burst out loud and started crying and

craving for God/Guru to come, that I want to see him,

experience him, why am I separate from him and so on

and so forth..

Many people surrounded me , rubbing all over , praying

for me, healing me but inside I knew I was just fine

and only wanted to cry and clear it all.

 

After a while Dharam Kaur asked that I be taken

outside ,so I went into the other hall and cried

further and said I am Ok now ,ready for the next

Kriya.

 

During this kriya, my body was shaking and shivering

like a leaf as energy was moving through me. Again I

got assistance where elders came and held my ankle

tight , asked me to breathe long, deep and relax. it

took a while but I did settle down. I was told that I

need to strengthen my nervous system by Nabhi Kriya

else I could continue to shake if I like .. this was a

turning point in me, next time I felt like shaking I

would just breathe long and deep and relax , so did

the shaking ease out.

 

We broke for a delicious lunch, talked to few others

and learnt some interesting facts.

 

The afternoon session was smooth with myself

surrending to divine more and more, flowing with

tears and I can feel it all work now. I never got

tired of saying

"Ang Sang Wahe Guru".

 

White Tantric felt so short to me and walked out of it

talk, bright and with a different vision towards life,

my body felt squeezed inside out!!

Thus it all happened just like my heart has said.

 

It has been 15 days now, my stomach still refuses to

digest old food ,wants only Mong daal but getting

better at it.

 

I am forever greatful to Yogi Bhajan for giving me an

oppurtunity to go through this and expect more of

these..

 

SAT NAM, Wahe GURU!!.

 

 

Akkama

 

 

 

 

 

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