Guest guest Posted April 21, 2005 Report Share Posted April 21, 2005 I have been very sick and wasting away. I feel my heart calling for me but cannot connect, cannot cry. I have tried and cannot. My life feels wiped out, I believe I need to start fresh. Is there a simple meditation or Kriya for helping me to connect to the love in my heart that is blocked and distant? I believe a new purpose for living is about to reveal itself once my heart is open. Please help. Blessings, Sangeet Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted April 21, 2005 Report Share Posted April 21, 2005 Keep up Sangeet! Sending love your way. It will get better. Sat Nam Linda > > I have been very sick and wasting away. I feel my > heart calling for me but cannot connect, cannot cry. > I have tried and cannot. > My life feels wiped out, I believe I need to start > fresh. > > Is there a simple meditation or Kriya for helping me > to connect to the love in my heart that is blocked > and distant? I believe a new purpose for living is > about to reveal itself once my heart is open. > Please help. > Blessings, > Sangeet > > > [Non-text portions of this message have been > removed] > > > > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted April 21, 2005 Report Share Posted April 21, 2005 o dear sangeet, your pain seems so real to me, i have had so much pain in my heart recently. i don't have any advice for you; i know some of the knowledgeable people here will soon flood you with suggestions and all of us will send thoughts of love and support your way. it is wonderful that you have hope; hope will bring good things to you. wait, i do have some advice. the other night i lay in my bed crying in pain and feelings of betrayal and i just curled up in a ball and called out to MA. i pictured the Divine Mother wrapping warm white wings around me and holding me while i cried, and guess what: it helped. i also put a cd of guru ganesha singh chanting ra-ma-da-sa-sa-say-so-hung on my cd player every night to send me to sleep, and i listen to it during the day too. this has helped too. and i remind myself all the time: this is not the final feeling. please be brave sangeet. things will get better. love, blessings, sue in seattle Sangeet wrote: > > I have been very sick and wasting away. I feel my heart calling for me > but cannot connect, cannot cry. I have tried and cannot. > My life feels wiped out, I believe I need to start fresh. > > Is there a simple meditation or Kriya for helping me to connect to the > love in my heart that is blocked and distant? I believe a new purpose > for living is about to reveal itself once my heart is open. > Please help. > Blessings, > Sangeet > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted April 22, 2005 Report Share Posted April 22, 2005 Dear Sangeet, There are plenty of meditations and a whole choice in Transitions to a Heart Centered World. The one on Divine Shield is very powerful. We did it in class the other night and the students said they thought it should be renamed because it connected them with their hearts. They suggested Heart Connection. Also when you go to bed at night or any other time put both hands on your heart and focus there. It may take a little time to build up, but the connection is very powerful. You can also do this and chant long saaat naaams. > I believe a new purpose for living is about to reveal itself once my heart > is open. This approach is a sure winner. You Will open your heart to yourself! Sat Nam, Gururattan Kaur Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted April 22, 2005 Report Share Posted April 22, 2005 Sat Nam Sangeet, You have managed to lose touch with the "Source" of your being. When our hearts get really blocked, it is often the case that we are operating from first chakra resistance and very powerful thoughts that are not cultivating a sense of security and groundedness which I promise you is thoroughly affecting your heart center. Several meditations were suggested by others on this list and you can pick from them, but as preparation you will want to do yoga set or at least a few warm ups. One of those warm ups should be around 2 minutes of Body Drops ( I hope you know this exercise) Really apply yourself. Subject yourSELF. This alone will stimulate and balance your First Chakra and immediately change your energy patterns. Lay down for a couple of minutes after that and really let go. There is also a tremendous set on page 62 of Transitions to a Heart Centered World ( go/start.cgi/store/shop.html?showprod=P01001 ) It's one of my favorites for moving the heavy heart. You can adjust the times a little. Do you like movies? Then I suggest you rent "The Color Purple" (rent again if you seen it already). It's really showing the full range of the emotions of the heart, not just some, and you can resonate with some of these aspects. Don't forget to Tune in deeply. You can even do the below meditation. You'll move through this. (BTW, what is your birthday?) Sat Nam, Dharam Singh Millis, MA THE COMPLETE ADI MANTRA FOR INDIVIDUAL MEDITATION To center yourself before a set of Kundalini Yoga we chant the Adi Mantra 3 - 5 times. Adi means the first or primal; Mantra is the creative projection of the mind through sound. This mantra is the first creative action. It centers you into the higher self and reminds your lower minds that it is not your ego that will practice or teach Kundalini Yoga. Technically it is the linking mantra for the Golden Chain. The golden chain is the inner spark of Kundalini that is passed person to person; teacher to student; guru to teacher; cosmos and God to guru. By chanting this and linking, the exercises and meditations that you practice are guided by your higher consciousness and all the teachers that have brought this opportunity to you. It makes you very receptive and sensitive to the messages of your body, mind, and intuition. HOWEVER, it is only to be used as a link when you are to teach. It is not like an individual mantra which is complete in itself. It is a hook that creates a flow which you serve. If your need is spiritual linkage and guidance then there is another form that is used: the complete Adi Mantra. The complete individual form of the mantra immerses you in awareness and guidance for your personal situation. It establishes a guiding beam between you in your immediate state and your higher consciousness that is true through all states. It is very useful if you are entering Shakti Pad in Kundalini Yoga. It is also excellent as a means to gain perspective and direction. Yogi Bhajan explained this when he said, "Use this mantra in its complete form anytime you have a lack of faith or any similar thing: Many of you will enter Shakti Pad, or you are in it, this mantra will help: With the grace of Guru Ram Das, when this mantra is chanted five times on one breath, the total spiritual knowledge of all teachers who have ever existed or who will ever exist on this earth is beseated in that person." HOW TO RECITE: Sit in an easy pose with your spine erect. Bring both palms in front of the heart center of the chest facing upward. Touch the sides of the palms along the little fingers and sides of the hands, as if you will receive something in them. Form Gian mudra in each hand by gently touching the tip of the first finger to the tip of the thumb. Focus your eyes on the tip of the nose. Inhale deeply and chant the words as you exhale. Chant the entire mantra three to five times on one breath. Keep the number of repetitions per breath constant. The sound Dev is chanted a minor third higher than the other sounds. The sound of devaa carries slightly on the 'aa' sound. THE MANTRA: ONG NAMO GURU DEV NAMO GURU DEV NAMO GURU DEVAAAAAAAA * to listen to an audio clip of it, http://www.sahej.com/Adi-mantra_long-form.ram Continue 11 to 31 minutes for a powerful meditation and guidance. He did not restrict longer periods of practice if you desire it. The sound of Ong is created in the inner chambers of the sinuses and upper palate. It is the "ng" sound that is emphasized. The first part of Namo is short and rhymes with "hum". The first' syllable of the word Guru is pronounced as in the word, "good." The second syllable, "ru", has a sound that rhymes with the word "true." The word Dev rhymes with "save." The aa in Devaa is chanted with the mouth open and the sound vibrating as ah from an open throat. THE MEANING: Ong is the creative energy of the total cosmos and consciousness of the creator as experienced in this creation. It has the connotation of energy and activity. It creates involvement without attachment. It generates shakti, the generative force of life. Note that the sound is not Om. That sound is for withdrawal and relaxation. Namo means to bow to or to call on. The connotation is one of respect and receptivity. It is the type of bowing that grants dignity through acknowledging a higher consciousness and discipline. Ong Namo calls on your consciousness to become subtle and receptive to its own higher resources. It instructs the conscious and the subconscious to let go of the normal restrictions to functioning that is imposed by our limited ego. Guru means wisdom or teacher. It does not mean a personality. It refers to a source of the knowledge. Not just any knowledge. It is the kind of knowledge which transforms you, that alleviates pain and that increases your awareness. Guru in the spiritual context is the embodiment of the infinite. The word can be broken into parts: Gu means darkness or ignorance; ru means light or knowledge; Gur means a formula to systematically attain a goal; so a guru is something which can give you a gur to transform your gu to ru! Dev means subtle, etheric, divine or belonging to the realms of God. It implies sophistication and wisdom. Guru Dev Namo calls on the subtle wisdom that guides you in an impersonally personal manner. It is a wisdom that is stored and transmitted through the subtle and radiant bodies of the aura. It is the realm and guidance of Guru Ram Das. If the limited individual ego in which we normally live is a small pond, then Ong Namo release us into a vast and endless ocean. Guru Dev Namo gives us the experience of the wisest seer and all of his charts to guide us to the many ports we are to serve and experience. Sangeet wrote: > > I have been very sick and wasting away. I feel my heart calling for me > but cannot connect, cannot cry. I have tried and cannot. > My life feels wiped out, I believe I need to start fresh. > > Is there a simple meditation or Kriya for helping me to connect to the > love in my heart that is blocked and distant? I believe a new purpose > for living is about to reveal itself once my heart is open. > Please help. > Blessings, > Sangeet > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted April 26, 2005 Report Share Posted April 26, 2005 Sat Nam, the Divine shield, is that the Heart Shield on p.125 or? Love and light Janne Kundaliniyoga, "Gururattan Kaur Khalsa" <gururattan> wrote: > > Dear Sangeet, > > There are plenty of meditations and a whole choice in Transitions to a Heart > Centered World. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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