experienced help needed

[Guest guest]

Hello And thank you in advanced for reading this post.

 

several years ago before reading anything on kundalini yoga i was

laying dazily on the couche and saw a white ball which i gently

fallowed with my mind back and forth,at one point it suddenly acquired

a gravity in which my body suddenly jolted and a paralysis came over

me this white ball was swirling if what i recall is clockwise and

pulling me torwards it as it intensified its pull a sound pitch that

accompanied it got higher and higher and then balls of "pressure" the

size of golf balls manifested at the base of the back of my neck and

traveled up my brainstem to the back base of my skull and

dissipated,this sensation was so intense i felt my brain was in

physical danger and struggled to regain my physical control and ward

off this unknown expereince,I gained physical controll between

intervals of this things pull which i managed to open my eyes,then

wiggle a finger and then it eventually broke and i was free.years

later i feel this might be a kundalini awakening and i have become

more studied in general occult philosophy but i was interested from

someone who's experienced in this field can shed some light on my

experience and how if it is good to recreat this expereince?

[Guest guest]

Dear Setiamon:

 

Where are you from?

 

My recommendation is to not try to recreate anything. Move forward. What

needs to come to you will come to you. To be prepared and to have

something to offer others practice kundalini yoga daily.

 

When you try to create something it might come to you when you are not

ready, it might come in a forceful way, you may lose control altogether. I

met someone whose nervous system was a wreck. It had become overly

sensitive so he could not look at me in the eyes without feeling jolts of

energy going through him that were uncomfortable. I have an intensity in

my eyes that people recognize. It has to do with how present I am to the

person I am with. I integrate the moment from all my senses at once. It

has become very natural to me and I don't feel how intense my look can be.

But to him it was too much. He spoke to me avoiding my eyes and he

listened to me without looking at me.

 

He told me how he came to make his nervous system so weak. When he was

still in good shape, he had envisioned that he could at will remember any

part of his past with full details as though he had just lived it. He

willed this to come to him and one night he woke up and he met his wish.

He could recall any moment he put his mind to and relive it with all the

details. He select one, then another and then a 3rd one. After that one he

felt exhausted and fell asleep. When he woke up he felt like the shadow of

himself. His nervous system could not handle much of anything. He found a

doctor of natural medicines tohelp him and his doctor asked him not to do

kundalini yoga and that was a mistake due to his misunderstanding of

kundalini yoga.

 

So you see... pray for balance, pray for enlightenment and peace... but

avoid specific personal desires that have to do with kundalini

awakening... it is too powerful to mess with. A regular practice of

Kundalini yoga will support your path safely and effectively (perhaps the

fastest path you can find around) with a balanced system each and every

class.

 

Blessings, Awtar S.

 

> i was interested from

> someone who's experienced in this field can shed some light on my

> experience and how if it is good to recreat this expereince?

>

>

[Guest guest]

Thanks for responing to my post and sorry for not relizing it

earlier,I have way to many ...

 

I'v let things cool off for about a year or two and now i'm going back

into dayly training.just with fundamental excercises like observing my

thoughts or vacancy of mind each i can momentary bring to a "river" of

sorts.Sorry i am not formerly involved with KY or any yoga but evolved

my own system from a early age,Its only recently that i been studying

various paths etc.

 

I can understand how that ability would exhaust your friend i find

that sometimes "memories" with raise up out of the depths and play

threw my body like it was a guitar and then radiate outward giving a

nice "released" but exhausted feeling.Infact i have experienced a

number of things phyisically from fears to music its strange to

discribe these things you know?

 

Kundaliniyoga, yoga wrote:

> Dear Setiamon:

>

> Where are you from?

>

> My recommendation is to not try to recreate anything. Move forward. What

> needs to come to you will come to you. To be prepared and to have

> something to offer others practice kundalini yoga daily.

>

> When you try to create something it might come to you when you are not

> ready, it might come in a forceful way, you may lose control

altogether. I

> met someone whose nervous system was a wreck. It had become overly

> sensitive so he could not look at me in the eyes without feeling

jolts of

> energy going through him that were uncomfortable. I have an intensity in

> my eyes that people recognize. It has to do with how present I am to the

> person I am with. I integrate the moment from all my senses at once. It

> has become very natural to me and I don't feel how intense my look

can be.

> But to him it was too much. He spoke to me avoiding my eyes and he

> listened to me without looking at me.

>

> He told me how he came to make his nervous system so weak. When he was

> still in good shape, he had envisioned that he could at will

remember any

> part of his past with full details as though he had just lived it. He

> willed this to come to him and one night he woke up and he met his wish.