Guest guest Posted December 20, 2000 Report Share Posted December 20, 2000 Om Amrtesvaryai Namah!!! Namaste most dear Children of Amma, my darling sisters and brothers!! i had written a couple months or more ago to Ram Dass on his RDTapes website...i had been reading his latest...Still Here...and it's such a wonderful book, filled with such a lot of love and light, that i just had to write to him, thanking him for all his wonderful pioneering work (in the West at least...) and especially for that last book...as it had contained very deep teachings for me in the realm of suffering. Ram Dass' Guru, Neem Karoli Baba, always used to say that He loved pain because it helped to bring Him closer to God....and this entire book is basically about that...how the suffering associated with aging, disease and eventual death doesn't have to be viewed with horror, but seen as it is...a way of detaching us from this body, from this life, from this planet which is not our real home....(i could relate to his stories of loss, and so on, because i have been "blessed" with Migraines for most of my life....and chronic headaches too...so i could really identify with how these diseases (such as stroke in his case) could place severe limitations upon one's life)....it has been an "interesting" series of lessons let us say... i even asked Mother one time (96) what to do about these migraines and headaches...Amma looked concerned and told Swamiji (Amritaswarupananda) to tell me that i should put vibhuti on my head when having a headache, and that She would do a Sankalpa for me....Great!!!thought i...the headaches are gone..... But wait a moment....Amma being my Guru, just made sure i'd bring it up with Her, to formalize things....just so we both knew where we stood, and then do you know what She did? She blessed me with even MORE headaches and Migraines....now all sorts of things proved to be triggers which had been fine before...chocolate, wine....you name it...even nuts, bananas...tons of stuff...So i now know that She is not necessarily going to take it away...but is instead using the migraines to "train" Her reluctant and lazy little son.... "You like Chocolate???? How about with Migraine? still like it???how about some more Migraine...."and so on... anyways i shared some of this with Ram Dass to illustrate why i could so closely identify with the themes of his wonderful book...and also suggested that if he felt like it, he should go and see Amma when She comes to California....She might help him...(forward of me isn't it!!) and sent it off to him...never really expecting a reply, as he is such a busy man... today i went to my email site, and there was a short letter from the RDtapes site...i'll reproduce it below: "I have experienced one of those divine hugs from your guru. It put me in ecstasy. We have been graced to understand what Maharajji meant when he talked about suffering. In Love, Ram Dass" Being a "pioneer", he had already been to see Her..... In our Amma's Divine Love and in Her Service, i lovingly salute you all my dear brothers and sisters, Amma babies all!! as ever, Your Own Self, visvanathan Om Amrtesvaryai Namah!!! Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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