Guest guest Posted July 15, 2001 Report Share Posted July 15, 2001 I was unable this year to see Amma like I had so hoped and dreamed about. My husband was willing to go as were my children. Other things came up to keep us from going. I said well maybe next time with a very sad heart. Now maybe it was just me but I was excited to learn that Mother was going to be on the Today show. I was not feeling well that morning and so I stayed in bed with all 5 of my kids watching and waiting to see Mother. They so far have only see pictures and to see her on tv to them was a huge treat (to me too *L*). When 9am rolled around and they mentioned her I figured she would be last in that hour ending the show on a good note like some tv shows like to do. So I went down to put a load of laundry in and left the tv and my kids in my room. I returned to see Mother on the tv and 19 month old Jacob pointing shouting "Amma Amma". As I watch I admit I heard little until Mother herself spoke. But what I felt was much more. Last year was the first time I recieved Darshan from Amma and as I sat watching her on the tv I felt a hug and warmth around me. And the smell of roses filled the air briefly. Tears flooded my eyes and the eyes of my two oldest children (Brit 12 and Nate 9) While Chelsea (8) and Cody (7) sat in complete silence mouth dropping open with only the occasional "She is so beautiful mommy" passing from thier lips. I am not sure if it is possible to recieve Darshan threw a tv but for me it felt like I did. And I know I was happy for that moment on my bed with my kids surrounding me and Mother's arms around all of us. Much love, Shelly CT Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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