Digest Number 742

[Guest guest]

Namaste everyone,

 

I am sorry I have not been responding much. I hurt my back 3 weeks ago

and was on bed rest for two and am just now getting back to a normal

routine with the children and the house here. It has been a wonderful

experience though. (and who would haved thought I would say that!!) I

have learned much about myself and got to face some things I stuffed

deep long ago. I feel Amma's love near me and Kali's arms around me

helping me but making me see things I don't always want to about myself.

and I am dealing with them.

 

So I am going to respond to a few things quickly. Please forgive me for

lumping them all in one email.

 

First on my mind. Len I am so so sorry about your loss. My love and my

families love to you. I was unable to respond when I first saw the post

but have kept you in my prayers.

 

I like the idea of chanting together in the evening very much. I passed

the info on to others of other faiths and asked them to join in as well.

We could use some positive vibrations during this very uncertain time

and the more the better is my thought. I will take the message with me

today as well when we attend a homeschool group and ask my friends to

join in with this as well. I love this idea. Just something small like

this can help you feel less powerless in times such as this. You can

feel like your doing something. And yes praying is a big thing. That

powerful vibration is improtant so don't think for a second it isnt and

your not doing anything if anyone is doubting.

 

I hope that everyone is safe and doing well. Remember to keep Amma on

your mind and try not to be afraid. It is hard I know. I look at my

children and wonder what thier future will bring but Amma said to my

oldest son last summer as she held his face "don't be afraid again". I

was not sure at the time what she meant. I had honestly blocked the

memory of 9/11 that summer. But now seeing my son acting out again and

feeling the vibrations out there I understand what she meant to him. and

I can gently remind him of that moment. And take that smile and touch

she gave to him and use it to calm me down. I am extremly sensitive to

energy and find myself inside more. Not only with my back but now that I

can get out I just don't wan to be out for long as it gets to be to much

and I have not fully yet learned to block some of it. But thinking of

Amma or chanting to myself helps.

 

Anyhow I just wanted to post and send a big cyber hug to everyone.

 

Much Love to all.

 

Om Shanti,

Sharrdha (Shelly)

Mommy to 5 wonders and blessings

Wife to an amazing man