Guest guest Posted February 17, 2003 Report Share Posted February 17, 2003 OM AMRITESWARYAI NAMAHA may i begin by saying, namaste, i am new to the group and this is my first post, my name is noel & i would like to share a simple story with you. last week or so i was pondering one darshan i had with Mother this november tour in san ramon. i wanted to tell Mother how thankful i was to her for finding me in this life and also to tell her that i love her. in heart, this is something i do quite often, many times a day in fact. these talks of the heart are quite enough and i know Mother hears me, in that i have doubt:) but for some reason THIS darshan my mind wanted to tell her with words. as usual, when i was in Mothers divine and loving arms all words leave me and i was simply in the moment, unable to speak a word. just then my mind said , thank you Mother, thank you , thank you,i love you , i love you....i am love. but from my mouth nothing came out, my mind surrendered again to the stillness of the moment, blessed with Mothers grace. shortly after my darshan i had a thought of oh no! what if Mother thought the last "i am love" was too rooted in ego, i,i,i, me, me me...& just where did that thought come from????? well She always understands my intent even when my thoughts wander, so this has been on my mind alot lately, wondering just how Mother felt about saying "i am love" . part of me felt saying i love you, with love stuck in between i & you made us seperate somehow, and saying i am love felt more , hmmm how should i say? a natural state of being,we are all love, love is ALL there is. not being able to settle on an answer within myself, i offered, in heart this question to Mother. guess what? in perfect time, this months issue of Amritavani no.70 Mothers words begin by saying.....say I am Love. again i say, thank you, thank you, thank you Mother & i am love. i humbly offer pranams at your lotus feet, namaste in Ammas grace, noel Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted February 18, 2003 Report Share Posted February 18, 2003 OM AMRITESWARYAI NAMAHA Welcome to our list, dear sister in Amma. What a wonderful story! Hope to hear many more. We R Love! Jai Ma! premarupa Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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