Guest guest Posted August 12, 2003 Report Share Posted August 12, 2003 Jai Ma! Dearest ChildofDevi and all of Amma's children, A few days ago I recieved a package from Mothersbooks.org containing two bhajan cds, "World Tour Bhajans 1996" and "Tamil Bhajans, vol.2." This is thanks to ChildofDevi's love and devotion, and When I saw that package on my table, I burst into tears. Such generosity! And it couldn't have come at a better time. Kali Ma has really been having Her way with me lately. I think I am being tested in some way, as She seems to be throwing these terrible, heart breaking experiences at me each day. For the last few days I have been through so much, and unfortunately I can't really explain further, only that my whole world has been hanging by a thread, and that thread is Amma. I think these cds really kept me focused on Her. I've been playing them constantly, and somehow Her voice, her laughter, has been this lifeline pulling me back as I've been getting sucked out with the tide. The challenges being given seem to be perfectly tailored to my greatest weaknesess, yet they came simultaneously with this act of beautiful selfless love from ChildofDevi, and so far I have been able to remember my Dharma. I pray that we all learn quickly what is real and what is temporary. Love has two faces; the face of the Divine, and the face of maya. Both kinds of love can bring us happiness, but only one brings unending bliss. The other can cause so much sorrow and suffering! I pray that we all fall hopelessly in love with the Divine, and that our thoughts, words and actions please She who is the author of everything. I can no longer keep repeating the same behavior. I refuse to identify with my past mistakes. I don't want to drown in sorrow and illusion, no matter how good it feels in that moment. The music really helps, ChildofDevi. Thank you. Om Amriteswaryai Namaha Brianna P.S. Does anyone have the words to "Sun Le Pukar?" (#8 on 1996 world tour cd) So beautiful!! Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted August 13, 2003 Report Share Posted August 13, 2003 Brianna Mosteller [rubyrapunzel] Tuesday, August 12, 2003 2:05 PM Amma Unending Gratitude! [Dixie L. Thacker] Jai Ma! Like Brianna, I have received cds from ChildofDevi and am SO grateful for the kindness...my tests also continue and at least one has been resolved: after a week of "down" time due to the loss of my hard drive, I am back on line. The emails that were waiting are delighting me...all one hundred sixty some of them. I haven't finished reading but wanted to thank all of you for the discussions and support for each us. Dixie Jai Ma! Dearest ChildofDevi and all of Amma's children, A few days ago I recieved a package from Mothersbooks.org containing two bhajan cds, "World Tour Bhajans 1996" and "Tamil Bhajans, vol.2." This is thanks to ChildofDevi's love and devotion, and When I saw that package on my table, I burst into tears. Such generosity! And it couldn't have come at a better time. Kali Ma has really been having Her way with me lately. I think I am being tested in some way, as She seems to be throwing these terrible, heart breaking experiences at me each day. For the last few days I have been through so much, and unfortunately I can't really explain further, only that my whole world has been hanging by a thread, and that thread is Amma. I think these cds really kept me focused on Her. I've been playing them constantly, and somehow Her voice, her laughter, has been this lifeline pulling me back as I've been getting sucked out with the tide. The challenges being given seem to be perfectly tailored to my greatest weaknesess, yet they came simultaneously with this act of beautiful selfless love from ChildofDevi, and so far I have been able to remember my Dharma. I pray that we all learn quickly what is real and what is temporary. Love has two faces; the face of the Divine, and the face of maya. Both kinds of love can bring us happiness, but only one brings unending bliss. The other can cause so much sorrow and suffering! I pray that we all fall hopelessly in love with the Divine, and that our thoughts, words and actions please She who is the author of everything. I can no longer keep repeating the same behavior. I refuse to identify with my past mistakes. I don't want to drown in sorrow and illusion, no matter how good it feels in that moment. The music really helps, ChildofDevi. Thank you. Om Amriteswaryai Namaha Brianna P.S. Does anyone have the words to "Sun Le Pukar?" (#8 on 1996 world tour cd) So beautiful!! Sponsor Aum Amriteswarayai Namaha! Ammachi Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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