Guest guest Posted December 2, 2003 Report Share Posted December 2, 2003 To my loving brothers and sisters, Many prayers to you and you loved ones, you are all in my thoughts each and everyday. I hold you all dear to my heart. May the best day of your past be the worst of your future. At Amma's Blessed Feet, a thousand prostration's your humbly devoted servant Robin Free Pop-Up Blocker - Get it now Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted December 3, 2003 Report Share Posted December 3, 2003 - Robin Wilson ammachi Tuesday, December 02, 2003 10:14 PM Brothers and Sisters Robin, I am so glad to hear from you; I actually woke up last night wondering why you hadn't posted lately! How is Hannah? Mother is taking a toll on me right now. I have a real aversion to getting sick and missing work because continuity is so important for teen-aged students, so I have fought a sinus infection for alomst a month and have gone through two rounds of antibiotics with little success-unless you call having it hit the lungs as well a success! Last night, I gave up and called in sick for today, which I realize I desperately needed. For some time now, I have been waking on and off all night, aware both before and after waking, that I have been dreaming a virtual parade of events from my past. Some are from so far back that I had actually forgotten or dismissed them, but all have dealt with incidents that were either uncomfortable or actively painful. Oddly, there is no pain with them now -they just drift by like a film on a screen, but theycertainly aren't making for restful sleep! I am also struggling with the issues we've discussed here on the list and take each opportunity to examine why my mind believes as it does -then worry that such investigation only makes my mind more active and therefore, less peaceful than it was earlier. My moods are also erratic; things that typically discomfort me now either make no difference or set a bomb off under my bonnet. Unfortunately, or with great fortune, I can clearly see the lesson I should learn from each aggravationand continue to know quite specifically at least some of the areas I need to work on. And, with great love and a big thank you again, I am also reading "From Amma's Heart" and find it both marvelously soothing and so so so frustrating. Amma repeats over and over that love is one of the great keys to this mystery and that understanding is actually within each of us even now. I know in my heart that this is true, but right now my mind and body are such rat's nests that I figure I'll chew my own legs off to get out of this trap before I find what She assures me is there! Seriously, I am in a phase right now that feels like the messiest part of house cleaning- everything has been dragged from under the beds, out of the closets, and off the walls. Once it's put back, the "house" will be clean, but the mid-process disarray is just apalling! Sneezing from the dust stirred by Mother's lotus feet on my dirty floor, Snehalata To my loving brothers and sisters, Many prayers to you and you loved ones, you are all in my thoughts each and everyday. I hold you all dear to my heart. May the best day of your past be the worst of your future. At Amma's Blessed Feet, a thousand prostration's your humbly devoted servant Robin Free Pop-Up Blocker - Get it now Sponsor Aum Amriteswarayai Namaha! Ammachi Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted December 3, 2003 Report Share Posted December 3, 2003 Hari OM! Om Amriteswariye Namaha! Blessed One, Praying to Amma for the things become ok to you pretty soon. May Amma Bless You with her kindness and love. With Love & OM! OM Amriteswariye Namaha! OM Nama Shivaya! Krishna Ammachi, "Dixie Thacker" <dixielou@s...> wrote: > > - > Robin Wilson > ammachi > Tuesday, December 02, 2003 10:14 PM > Brothers and Sisters > > Robin, > > I am so glad to hear from you; I actually woke up last night wondering why you hadn't posted lately! How is Hannah? > > Mother is taking a toll on me right now. I have a real aversion to getting sick and missing work because continuity is so important for teen-aged students, so I have > fought a sinus infection for alomst a month and have gone through two rounds of antibiotics with little success-unless you call having it hit the lungs as well a success! Last night, I gave up and called in sick for today, which I realize I desperately needed. > > For some time now, I have been waking on and off all night, aware both before and after waking, that I have been dreaming a virtual parade of events from my past. Some are from so far back that I had actually forgotten or dismissed them, but all have dealt with incidents that were > either uncomfortable or actively painful. Oddly, there is no pain with them now -they just drift by like a film on a screen, but theycertainly aren't making for restful sleep! > > I am also struggling with the issues we've discussed here on the list and take each opportunity to examine why my mind believes as it does -then worry that such investigation only makes my mind more active and therefore, less peaceful than it was earlier. My moods are also erratic; things that typically discomfort me now either make no difference or set a bomb off under my bonnet. Unfortunately, or with great fortune, I can clearly see the lesson I should learn from each aggravationand continue to know quite specifically at least some of the areas I need to work on. > > And, with great love and a big thank you again, I am also reading "From Amma's Heart" and find it both marvelously soothing and so so so frustrating. Amma repeats over and over that love is one of the great keys to this mystery and that understanding is actually within each of us even now. > I know in my heart that this is true, but right now my mind and body are such rat's nests that I figure I'll chew my own legs off to get out of this trap before I find what She assures me is there! > > Seriously, I am in a phase right now that feels like the messiest part of house cleaning- everything has been dragged from under the beds, out of the closets, and off the walls. Once it's put back, the "house" will be clean, but the mid-process disarray is just apalling! > > Sneezing from the dust stirred by Mother's lotus feet on my dirty floor, > Snehalata > > > To my loving brothers and sisters, > > Many prayers to you and you loved ones, you are all in my thoughts each and everyday. I hold you all dear to my heart. May the best day of your past be the worst of your future. > > At Amma's Blessed Feet, > a thousand prostration's > your humbly devoted servant > Robin > > > > > Free Pop-Up Blocker - Get it now > > > > > Sponsor > > > > > > Aum Amriteswarayai Namaha! > > Ammachi > > > Terms of Service. > > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted December 3, 2003 Report Share Posted December 3, 2003 Prayer request for Snehalata! Om Kalidurge Mata, send you light to fight infection in your dear child! Good health be restored. Jai Ma! Ammachi, "Dixie Thacker" <dixielou@s...> wrote: > > - > Robin Wilson > ammachi > Tuesday, December 02, 2003 10:14 PM > Brothers and Sisters > so I have > fought a sinus infection for alomst a month and have gone through two rounds of antibiotics with little success-unless you call having it hit the lungs as well a success! apalling! > > Sneezing from the dust stirred by Mother's lotus feet on my dirty floor, > Snehalata > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted December 4, 2003 Report Share Posted December 4, 2003 Dear Snehalata, You are obviously going through a rigorous process! It's so exciting to read about. You're blessed to be growing, and you're handling the drama of it well! Thank you for sharing it with us. With love, Gabriela --- Dixie Thacker <dixielou wrote: > > - > Robin Wilson > ammachi > Tuesday, December 02, 2003 10:14 PM > Brothers and Sisters > > Robin, > > I am so glad to hear from you; I actually woke up > last night wondering why you hadn't posted lately! > How is Hannah? > > Mother is taking a toll on me right now. I have a > real aversion to getting sick and missing work > because continuity is so important for teen-aged > students, so I have > fought a sinus infection for alomst a month and > have gone through two rounds of antibiotics with > little success-unless you call having it hit the > lungs as well a success! Last night, I gave up and > called in sick for today, which I realize I > desperately needed. > > For some time now, I have been waking on and off > all night, aware both before and after waking, that > I have been dreaming a virtual parade of events from > my past. Some are from so far back that I had > actually forgotten or dismissed them, but all have > dealt with incidents that were > either uncomfortable or actively painful. Oddly, > there is no pain with them now -they just drift by > like a film on a screen, but theycertainly aren't > making for restful sleep! > > I am also struggling with the issues we've > discussed here on the list and take each opportunity > to examine why my mind believes as it does -then > worry that such investigation only makes my mind > more active and therefore, less peaceful than it was > earlier. My moods are also erratic; things that > typically discomfort me now either make no > difference or set a bomb off under my bonnet. > Unfortunately, or with great fortune, I can clearly > see the lesson I should learn from each > aggravationand continue to know quite specifically > at least some of the areas I need to work on. > > And, with great love and a big thank you again, I > am also reading "From Amma's Heart" and find it both > marvelously soothing and so so so frustrating. Amma > repeats over and over that love is one of the great > keys to this mystery and that understanding is > actually within each of us even now. > I know in my heart that this is true, but right > now my mind and body are such rat's nests that I > figure I'll chew my own legs off to get out of this > trap before I find what She assures me is there! > > Seriously, I am in a phase right now that feels > like the messiest part of house cleaning- everything > has been dragged from under the beds, out of the > closets, and off the walls. Once it's put back, the > "house" will be clean, but the mid-process disarray > is just apalling! > > Sneezing from the dust stirred by Mother's lotus > feet on my dirty floor, > Snehalata > > > To my loving brothers and sisters, > > Many prayers to you and you loved ones, you > are all in my thoughts each and everyday. I hold you > all dear to my heart. May the best day of your past > be the worst of your future. > > At Amma's Blessed Feet, > a thousand prostration's > your humbly devoted servant > Robin > > > > > Free Pop-Up Blocker - Get it now > > [Non-text portions of this message have been > removed] > > > Sponsor > > > > > > Aum Amriteswarayai Namaha! > > Ammachi > > > > Terms of Service. > > > [Non-text portions of this message have been > removed] > > Free Pop-Up Blocker - Get it now http://companion./ Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted December 4, 2003 Report Share Posted December 4, 2003 My Dear Loving Sister, I am always here everyday to read messages from my family. There is not a day that goes by that I do not read the emails. It is the light of my day! I am just not one to post alot. I watch and read the discussions and keep opinions to myself. But should you want to drop in a line I will always get it. :-) Hannah is not doing well at the moment, she has been running a 104.0 temp. for the past 5 days. She is not eating, and all she does is sleep. She if very lathargic. Which as we all know is NOT Hannah. Then Aliyah (my older daughter) came down with it and she is already up and back at school. (She has an amazing ammune system, always has.) Hannah on the other hand is still the same so I am taking her to the Doctor this afternoon. Im a little concerned but I'm sure it will turn out to be nothing. Im missing so much work that I am worried I won't be able to pay all my bills this month. Amma doesn't make it easy for her children. But somehow things always work out. What choice does it have but to do otherwise. As for her schooling things have not changed. Im still working on that. And am still debating on the drugs. I still pray for you dear sister you are always in my thoughts. Things will have to get easier soon. I wish you well. All my love. At Amma's Blessed Feet, Robin Dixie Thacker <dixielou wrote: - Robin Wilson ammachi Tuesday, December 02, 2003 10:14 PM Brothers and Sisters Robin, I am so glad to hear from you; I actually woke up last night wondering why you hadn't posted lately! How is Hannah? Mother is taking a toll on me right now. I have a real aversion to getting sick and missing work because continuity is so important for teen-aged students, so I have fought a sinus infection for alomst a month and have gone through two rounds of antibiotics with little success-unless you call having it hit the lungs as well a success! Last night, I gave up and called in sick for today, which I realize I desperately needed. For some time now, I have been waking on and off all night, aware both before and after waking, that I have been dreaming a virtual parade of events from my past. Some are from so far back that I had actually forgotten or dismissed them, but all have dealt with incidents that were either uncomfortable or actively painful. Oddly, there is no pain with them now -they just drift by like a film on a screen, but theycertainly aren't making for restful sleep! I am also struggling with the issues we've discussed here on the list and take each opportunity to examine why my mind believes as it does -then worry that such investigation only makes my mind more active and therefore, less peaceful than it was earlier. My moods are also erratic; things that typically discomfort me now either make no difference or set a bomb off under my bonnet. Unfortunately, or with great fortune, I can clearly see the lesson I should learn from each aggravationand continue to know quite specifically at least some of the areas I need to work on. And, with great love and a big thank you again, I am also reading "From Amma's Heart" and find it both marvelously soothing and so so so frustrating. Amma repeats over and over that love is one of the great keys to this mystery and that understanding is actually within each of us even now. I know in my heart that this is true, but right now my mind and body are such rat's nests that I figure I'll chew my own legs off to get out of this trap before I find what She assures me is there! Seriously, I am in a phase right now that feels like the messiest part of house cleaning- everything has been dragged from under the beds, out of the closets, and off the walls. Once it's put back, the "house" will be clean, but the mid-process disarray is just apalling! Sneezing from the dust stirred by Mother's lotus feet on my dirty floor, Snehalata To my loving brothers and sisters, Many prayers to you and you loved ones, you are all in my thoughts each and everyday. I hold you all dear to my heart. May the best day of your past be the worst of your future. At Amma's Blessed Feet, a thousand prostration's your humbly devoted servant Robin Free Pop-Up Blocker - Get it now Sponsor Aum Amriteswarayai Namaha! Ammachi Aum Amriteswarayai Namaha! Ammachi Free Pop-Up Blocker - Get it now Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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