Deeply Troubled

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Namaste Brothers and Sisters,

 

I am very worried about my financial situation. My ex has informed me that he

can not pay the next months child support payment. I think I have enough rent

money to hold me over for a month or two but after that I will either have to

move to another state where my family is or I don't know what. I'm very scared.

I don't want to garnish his wages and even if I did it still wouldn't be what I

need. I know he is trying to do what he can. I'm deeply troubled over this and

looking for solutions. I am praying very hard to Amma for him to find another

job that can help support him and his family. I felt so alone last night knowing

that I had no family here. I feel isolated. I know that I have to have faith in

Amma. Sometimes its really hard. There will be an answer soon. I know this in my

heart. But I'm so scared. Please send your prayers to me and my ex, they are

desperately needed.

 

On another note I have no computer at home (at work now) and its hard to

write to everyone and keep up with the postings so I have not read a lot of

them. Just so you know why it takes me awhile to reply etc.

 

I have a question that is on my mind and bothering me in the back of my mind.

I read in one of Amma's books that women should not go to temples on there

menstruations? That they have "bad germs" at this time. And can not think

clearly. Why do you think this is I don't understand. I get it but I don't

understand it. Why are we "impure" at this time. What makes us "impure"? And

when do men have "impure" times? Is this just in women? She said it was OK to

chant your mantra but to avoid the temples? Is this true for my meditation alter

too? Should I also avoid that during this time of the month? Please enlighten me

on this subject.

 

Please send me your prayers or just drop in a line so I know that I am not

alone. I am in need of family and friends. All my love.

 

At Amma's Lotus Feet,

Robin