Dearest Family

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Dearest Family,

 

The Amma "poster child" ...for true devotion...???? Dearest sister, I only

know devotion because of all of you. You have shown me such enthusiasm and

intense love for our Mother through out the years. I had longed to be all of

you year after year coming back after meeting Mother, time and again. I was

feeding off of YOUR bliss. The pure Joy of your words. Your fresh tender hearts

coming back filled with Amma's love. You Sharing all YOUR stories with this

lonely one was MY blessing. YOU are all the poster children of Amma's truest

devotion in my heart!! I only glow because you have shown me how my dearest

sister.

 

Supriti.... An Angel....In MY eye's.....??????? The only angels I had ever

seen were all of you looking at me. It was all of YOU who lifted ME to the

highest degree when I was down to the lowest of the low! When I saw no light,

someone was there to illuminate me. When there was no hope left in me, someone

was there to inspire me! When I lost all faith, you were the first one's to

believe in me even before I believed in myself. You were there to remind me of

where I had been, where I was going, and who I belonged to. Don't you

understand!!! YOU were .....all...... MY angels when I needed it most. Don't you

understand that I would have NEVER met Mother had it not been for ANY of you,

and NOT just because of donations, I mean spiritual you have kept me close to my

path in every way possible!! YOU were my only connection with Amma, my only hope

from hopelessness. EACH and EVERYONE of you has said something to me at one

point or another to move my spirit into one more day to live.

Hold on for one more day. God was holding out her hand, I just didn't see it. I

had to have it shown to me from time to time by my family. I wouldn't be where I

am today if even ONE of you were missing. I wouldn't be WHO I am today. I pray

SO HARD for all of you. I want you all to be so happy. I want you to all find

peace among peace. I want this world to be so good and pure there's no room left

for anything else! There were days I thought that would NEVER happen. The world

was SUCH a dark place in my eyes. Then I met all of you. I found my family in

its truest form. I read story after story of selfless acts from all of you.

 

Please do not regard me in this way. I'm so undeserving of it. I am only a

very SMALL reflection of yourself, and what you have helped make me to be.

 

Dearest Supriti, of all the people to call ME and angel, I am the LEAST one to

be held in such highest esteem, and YOU are the one to be held in such an honor

in my eyes. Our Mother knows the truth. I learned A LOT just by the way you

cried. The way you laughed. The way you sang. You are pure devotion in my heart.

YOU are what I aspire to be, even in the smallest. You are ALL what I hope to

be.

 

Dearest One, I share my stories because it is all I have to offer to all of

you who brought me here. It is my alms to all of you. In hope of repayment for

showing your mercy on this small one. I was able to bloom and flower with

understanding because you have made it so. You ALL brought me safely home. Each

and everyone. I pray for you all.

 

Most humbly,

Robin

 

 

 

 

Ammachi/

 

Ammachi