Guest guest Posted April 6, 2005 Report Share Posted April 6, 2005 dear group, your support and advice is requested... i have come down with what i think is the flu, very achey, tired, hurting throat, exhaustion... during this time i feel acutely my own neediness and i am connecting with the aching part of my heart. my neediness, ironically, is pushing away the one that i love. i've felt before that no amount of love will ever fill me enough... i also have childhood memories of feeling like my dad (who is a doctor) ignoring me when i was sick, or only paying attention to me when i was sick...i see my desire to want my sweetheart to take his place and comfort me and give me all his energy, but i also see that he is unable to do that. i am eternally grateful i have had the opportunity to meet Ammachi this lifetime...i know the times i have been in Her arms my neediness melts away and i can feel total love. i have been meditating on surrendering the broken pieces of my heart to her i pray her Divine Love fills me and cleanses me gently please just for this week if you could add me to your prayers that i be filled with Amma's divine Love and release energetically and behaviorally, emotional and physical healing and cleansing. blessings to all, Ohm Amritaswaryai Namaha! dana p.s. if you would like to, you can respond to me personally _superblu7_ (superblu7) Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted April 7, 2005 Report Share Posted April 7, 2005 - superblu7 Ammachi Wednesday, April 06, 2005 2:33 PM purging... Namaste, Superblue You have all of the love and support I can send your way and I will certainly include you in my prayers. Isn't it amazing that our most difficult moments present us with so many opportunities for increasing our awareness? At Amma's Lotus feet, Snehalata dear group, your support and advice is requested... i have come down with what i think is the flu, very achey, tired, hurting throat, exhaustion... during this time i feel acutely my own neediness and i am connecting with the aching part of my heart. my neediness, ironically, is pushing away the one that i love. i've felt before that no amount of love will ever fill me enough... i also have childhood memories of feeling like my dad (who is a doctor) ignoring me when i was sick, or only paying attention to me when i was sick...i see my desire to want my sweetheart to take his place and comfort me and give me all his energy, but i also see that he is unable to do that. i am eternally grateful i have had the opportunity to meet Ammachi this lifetime...i know the times i have been in Her arms my neediness melts away and i can feel total love. i have been meditating on surrendering the broken pieces of my heart to her i pray her Divine Love fills me and cleanses me gently please just for this week if you could add me to your prayers that i be filled with Amma's divine Love and release energetically and behaviorally, emotional and physical healing and cleansing. blessings to all, Ohm Amritaswaryai Namaha! dana p.s. if you would like to, you can respond to me personally _superblu7_ (superblu7) Aum Amriteswarayai Namaha! Sponsor Children International Would you give Hope to a Child in need? · Click Here to meet a Girl And Give Her Hope · Click Here to meet a Boy And Change His Life Learn More Links Ammachi/ b.. Ammachi c.. Version: 7.0.308 / Virus Database: 266.9.1 - Release 4/1/2005 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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