To Iswari on crisis

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Iswari wrote:

 

I've been soo excited about my trip to Amritapuri....but ever since I

remembered that the last week in August is the anniversary of a devastating

loss

for me (I'm not sure how I could have forgotten that when I booked the ticket,

though I suppose Amma just wanted me there then), the thought of leaving and

being separated from my beloved husband during that time just feels

heartbreaking, almost unbearably painful and sad...

I suppose it's not surprising, on the verge of going to the ashram of our

Kali Flower, that I find myself struggling with my attachments and plunging

into some existential crisis! :-D

 

 

 

Dear Iswari ~ I am, as ever, behind in my emails and with the digest, so

perhaps, if you have your computer with you, or someone lets you use one, you

will read these words eventually.

I am glad of your humor about your existential crisis, and perhaps you

forgot because Amma wanted you to. I can imagine Her opening Her arms and

saying,

"bring your existential crisis to me..." You will be in our prayers and mine

as well, and once you have given your crisis to Amma, I hope you have a

wonderful visit at Amritapuri. All the pictures I have seen of it are so

beautiful. It feels like home. Blessings and hugs ~ Linda