Guest guest Posted August 15, 2005 Report Share Posted August 15, 2005 Sweta wrote: A swami said that to go to another Guru for help, when you already have a Guru, is like being unfaithful in a marriage. But, I figured that it's good to keep satvic company. While standing in line, as I wondered if it was O.K. to receive Karunamayi's darshan, I felt what seemed like pure goodness all around me. But, I decided not to attend anymore of Karunamayi's programs during her summer tour. I'm feeling increasingly devoted to Ammachi, & just don't feel the need for another Guru's blessing. Dear Sweta ~ even though Amma Herself has said it is good to spend time in the company of mahatmas, you must follow your own heart. I am reading "On the Road to Freedom" by Swami Paramatmananda, and he first went to a Zen monastary, determined to become a monk, then was led, by some kind of vision, to Arunachala, to become a disciple of Ramana Maharshi (who was by then deceased), via Ramana's successor, Ratmanji. That is as far as I have gotten, but we know where he eventually ended up. : ) Swami Satyananda Saraswati has explained this type of process, which I realize is is a bit different from the one you describe. One finds a guru, spends time with that guru, learns, etc., then is inexplicably drawn away to another guru, and this process might continue for sometime. The guru who leads you to the next guru is called the Upa Guru, and Swami has said that all Gurus are ultimately Upa Gurus whose real goal is to lead us to the Supreme Guru. I have learned a great deal from Swami Satyananda Saraswati and Shree Maa, and on their last US tour, I saw them twice. Even though I recognized I was not with Amma, I experienced and learned some wonderful, important and inspiring things. I asked Swami a question. He had been talking about never letting anything cause you to lose your peace of mind (or in my case, piece of mind LOL). With trepidation I raised my hand. Swami said, "Yes." I asked, "Well, what if the trigger comes so fast that you have already lost your peace of mind before you have a chance to do anything about it." I was looking for a way to get it back. His answer (his answers are always eloquent and efficient), and He looked straight at me, "Nothing, is worth losing your peace of mind." Subject closed. Well, I still lose my peace of mind, but I have never forgotten this interaction, and I try to bring it back to my mind when I feel myself going down the slippery slope to peace of mind loss. : ) Blessings ~ Linda P.S. I was involved with the Shree Maa digest for a long time, but eventually had to make a choice, partly because I couldn't keep up with both, and I had to decide. I still , just in case I have time to read their digest because there is much wisdom and knowledge conveyed there, but right now, I am three digests behind with our Amma digest, so all my attention is here now. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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