Guest guest Posted June 12, 2005 Report Share Posted June 12, 2005 Sai Ram to everyone ... I have hesitated to post this post all day today .. not sure how it would be recieved by everyone in this wonderful forum. I can only say and attest that all I'm about to say is the absolute truth .. I swear it on Swami's divine feet. Last night ... Saturday night .. the night before this groups first official Sunday of prayers with this newly found prayer group. I was reading a book about Sai padhugas that I've had for a long time but never really gotten around to reading all the way through. As I was thinking of Swami before I fell asleep .. I wondered to myself ( and to Swami ). Is doing prayers on the behalf of others a good thing .. is this prayer group a good cause? I personally have always loved the idea of interior prayers ... Saint Theresa and Brother Lawrence's book Practicing the Presence of God have always been dearly close to my heart .. But I know that this isn't for everyone and many feel that this kind of praying is somehow spiritually counter productive as we should all already know that Swami is always with us at every moment and that he is omnipresent. Well my thoughts about that ... are that I agree WHOLE HEARTEDLY that 'intellectually' we all KNOW or eventually come to know that Swami is Omnipresent .. So where in lies the purpose of prayers?? This has always been an intellectual debate that I have always tried to stay out of because I personally believe .. to each thier own .. each flower of the soul blossoms in its own and in its own time. But interior prayer has always held a Deep Deep calling to me .... because it is focused on total surrender at the feet of the lord and putting forth with pure intent and purity of heart one's prayerful request .... In prayer .. we speak to God In meditation .. God speaks to us. Last night .. as I went to sleep .. I prayed ... As I was quietly drifting into sleep ... God answered On my window .. I have had had nailed a framed picture right next to bed of Swami .. This picture is one of the very first pictures that I've ever gotten of Swami and in times of doubt and trial it has always gone with me where ever I've gone .... It is small .. a picture of a younger Swami wearing his orange robe, smiling, letters in hand that he has just recieved in darshan ( others prayers of course ) and his hand raised in blessing. At the bottom of the picture is a caption that reads .. "I shall be ever with you, wherever you are, guarding you and guiding you, March on .. Have no fear." Sri Sathya Sai Baba This picture has hung in its frame undisturbed since 1995. Last night .. just as I was drifting off to sleep ... I heard a bursting and then something falling to the floor. I woke up to find that this picture had mysteriously broken and fallen to the floor ... As I wondered at the meaning of this sign from Swami ... because the picture was now broken I had to remove the picture from its frame for the first time since 1995.... Underneath this picture of Swami with such a blessing and apt caption .. was a ' GROUP' photo of me and my very first Sai Center standing around Swami's Robe and his blessed Padhugas that had just been given to the Sai Centers President on his trip to Puttaparthi. In my personal opinion .. I firmly believe that Swami has blessed this wonderful forum and its thoughts about doing prayers for others as Seva and coming togeather as a community of Sai Family. All my love your sister in Sai always Melody Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted June 13, 2005 Report Share Posted June 13, 2005 Sai Ram Sister Melody and all Brothers and Sisters Wow, what a beautiful answer from Swami. I too started this morning with my prayers and went into a blissful state.........it was a very special feeling......... Jai Sai Ram monica Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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