Guest guest Posted November 29, 2005 Report Share Posted November 29, 2005 aum sairam thankyou for your replies... i am very happy now that i have some one to talk....i have no sai devotees out here.....and i am sorrounded by lot of pessimists...they all are against human gods....so i cant say to anybody tht i m sai devotee..i dont like people laughing at him bcoz i m little bit hot tempered..i m now controlling my anger by reading sai books.. from my 10th std onwards i came to know abt saibaba...from that time onward i pray to him but not having 100% belief...on the first day my mother bought one photo of baba and placed it in my house...on next day morning..from his hand viboothi came...we all got surprised..and our neighbour told tht they are devotees of Him for the past few years but they hadnt experienced it...but they know that some houses is getting such reponses... after tht my mother became a devotee...previously she was suffering some breathing problems...oneday her problems got increased and there was nobody in my home to look her..bcoz father went for job,sis to school and i went to college....and she has been immediately taken to the hospital..from tht doctor told she is having intial stages of asthma..after that my uncle and everybody told to change the residence. according to their words we shifted to a place where all our relatives are nearby.... this new area was little bit notorious...she cam to know abt sai bhajans and all and she started goin there...there she got some devotees...soon some of her neighbours also accompanied her...soon certain people life became changed...she herself started doing bhajans...and first time in our home bhajana conducted..tht area changed a lot...she changed a lot of peoples life...whole of my family became sai devotees... during tht time i am also not ready to accept fully these factors...but still i believe in him....my undergraduation and graduation scores were high...after tht....i too believe in him not upto my mother... all he health problems gone.... she along with my sis has done lot of services...we changed from their to our previous place...and she started to do a lot there also... now daily people from various parts of trivandrum are coming to meet her to know more about sai...tp get mental cure..she is not at all afraid abt us... due to her big service BABA GAVE ADMISIION TO MY SISTER in HIS college... b4 going to bhagavans college she was nothing...a below avg girl..NOW WHAT A REMARKABLE CHANGE...she talks english fluently..shez very good in her behaviour,in studies very smart..she has changed a lot..now i am proud to have a sister like her..if baba doesnt came to our family...I DONT KNOW WHT WILL HAPPEN....she is now bcom final year.. i went to puttaparthi thrice...my parents had gone so many times...i am here for my sister... when compared to others i m lucky to have exps like this....but i have my own probs..as i am missing my parents a lot... i dont like my present job..bcoz i m facing lot of adarmas here....i fear tht i also become like that....to get peaceful mind i am reading satcharita...i wont express these things to my parents...my sis knows it little bit...i daily eat vibooti. i cant open it to my parents..as i am their son...i want to become a 100% sai devotee facing life without any fear.... this is my little experiences...i will share more... mithun Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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