High Power Malas

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I was asked if I am at cruising altitude always due to my having very high

octane malas. I guess the answer is yes. But to say I have everything and all

my desires fulfilled the answer is no. I want a million bucks twenty minutes

ago, but without having to work or worry. Not happening. I am not a magician.

So where does one draw the line between support of devas/rudraksha, and complete

fulfillment? This question is hard to answer. In every case the nature of life

is expansion. When we have something then we want more. Are we ever truely

fulfilled in this world? I would say that only if our contentment is

internalized which is to say through meditation or self discovery. And this

really was always my greatest desire. That is, to know the divinity within

myself. Rudraksha have definitely improved my self control, depth of

meditation, and well being. Yes, definitely. I also have developed some new

areas in my life, I have discovered that I can paint fairly well and have been

exploring this outlet. I bought a house and that's new and after living in an

apartment for fifteen years is quite an expansion. I have discovered devas in

the inner body. I have become more spiritual than ever before. These things

are of great benefit, and yet, I'm not a millionaire. So again, where are the

benefits of rudraksha exactly. But I did name some simultaneous occurances to

my devoted wearing of these sacred beads. Maybe the material takes the longest

time to transform but inside I am transformed. I was very spiritual in my late

teens and then turned away. Well I feel just as spiritual and even better now

because I'm more open to all the varieties of the experience and less vain about

my state. (I once was a celebate vegan monk for two years). Iwent through

great ups and downs the likes of which I was only able to pull out of through

continued meditation, rudraksha, chanting, and my other items of devotion (ie.,

Narmadeshwar Lingas, Shree Shaligrama, Shree Yantra). All these things go hand

in hand. I consider life to be synchronistic, which is to say that rather than

cause and effect, instead, spontaneous manifestation based on internal state of

consciousness is the key to a real new state of life. To this end I have

devoted money and time to wearing and caring for rudrakshas. They definitely do

change the causation of life from within, and then therefore by my definition

all of life follows. Some may find immediate results from succint breakthroughs

as if a trigger was activated, others may find continued wearing is the key to

wear down old accumulated karmas. Remember water erodes the hardest rock, and a

new vibe daily worn can eventually change any status. Just remember rudrakshas

are always positive, and that alone is of great benefit in this often miserable

world.