My Siddha Mala Experience – First Week

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Dear All,

 

Namaskars

 

I wanted to share my interesting experiences with the Siddha Mala I

received from Nepal a week ago. It is EXTREMELY POWERFUL, so

powerful that I have to wear it for shorter periods to try and get

accustomed to the high energy and the changes it is effecting in me.

And that is pretty spectacular, because I have a lot of experiences

with energetic tools of different kinds. I have so far only worn it

twice. I wore it for the first time about 6 hours last monday when

the package arrived. I first offered prayers and the put it on. I

was alone in the office. Immediately I could begin to feel its

powerful effects, I felt very much soothing energy in the head, in

the crown chakra and I became blissed out and had to sit back in my

office chair against the wall and close my eyes. I went into a

spontaneous deep meditation almost a kind of samadhi. Then after

about 30 minutes I had to force myself to wake up and work. That day

I was doing a lot of phone calls to many shops about our products. I

began to notice an effect on my mind and personality, that when I

spoke to different people, I could adapt myself easier and I became

more conscious and persuasive, also I could actually feel the mood

of the people, before they answered the phone! It was very strange

but positive experience. After about 2 hours of wearing the mala, I

began to feel a little heat and a jarring feeling inside, like the

subtle energy body was being adjusted upwards to a higher vibration.

I also had a brief experience of some energy puring into my crown

chakra from above, like a waterfall effect. Both ended after some

time. Then I had to leave the office and go to postoffice and mail

something important. It was late and I had to go to main train

station as there was a post office that was open after hours. When I

arrived at the station, a gentleman (from Sri Lanka!) approached me

and asked for directions to hotels in Copenhagen. I found myself

being less apprehensive, very grounded and was surprised at my own

openness and kindness towards this stranger, much more so than I

normally would be in a situation like this. The man became so happy

about my friendliness and willingness to help, he thanked me

profusely and wanted to shake my hand. Very unusual, but gratifying

experience! I also began to notice how the mala had a powerful

shielding effect on negative subtle vibrations from other people

while at the same time making one more conscious about the hidden

motivations in people, both good and bad. Some of these experiences

described are similar to the Narasimha Kavaca pendant I have worn on

and off for long periods, but still not identical, the effect has

its own consciousness, its own mood. Then I went to an Indian

restaurant where some of my Vaishnava friends work. Being with

persons I know very well and whose personalities I am very

accustomed to, I could more clearly feel how the mala was already

changing my personality and also I could feel that some major

internal purification was beginning to happen. I felt powerful and

soft at the same time, sometimes a sort of overpowering humility,

like being taken out of the normal identification with the ego, I

felt timid and could recognize aspects of this personality as some

sort of innocence I had when I was a child. I also began to

experience feelings of repressed sorrows, it was like the mala was

creating an emotional detox inside of me and I felt a kind of

darkness come over me. It was quite similar to the experience I had

wearing the tachyonized 5-mukhi bead some time ago. I could feel

that my personality began to fight the influence, I felt an

instinctive feeling of wanting to take off the mala, the experience

was getting too intense for my personality to cope with. I then took

it off when I came home. I felt a weird combination of relief and

regret that I had removed it. Slowly some of the effects began

wearing off, but I felt different, like some change in me had been

initiated and there was no way back, the feelings of sorrow and

depression was still there, although not so strong. I had trouble

with self identification, it was like some part of my personality

had been changed. Later in the evening I took a ride in my tachyon

cocoon and felt a little better. I woke up early in the morning and

felt slightly better again, still felt different, I felt uninspired

and depressed and didnt want to go to work. I didnt want to put the

mala on and decided I should wait to give my system time to rest

after the experience. I was wearing the large 5-mukhi mala I

received together with the Siddha mala in different periods during

the next few days. This mala has a very different effect, it creates

a very soothing and relaxing effect on the mind and body and is

great for relaxing. Sometimes when I was at the office and the

Siddha mala was next to me, I could feel how there was a strong

pulling sensation to put it back on, but I resisted, as I was

apprehensive if the feelings of depression would return. In the

following days I brought the mala with me to work and could feel

when I was carrying it in my bad how it cleared me and my feelings

of apprehension of wearing it has now lessened. This friday I felt

ready and put in on for the 2nd time. I was feeling quite angry and

insecure about a situation when I put in on. I instantly got a

feeling of relief and empowerment. At the same time I felt an

intuitive guidance not to passively embed the mala's effect on my

psyche, it felt like I should take control and use the power to

generate what I wanted from it. This time it felt much better and I

didnt experience the same feelings of sorrow. The experience was

different and I felt quite good. One thing which can be annoying is

that I more or less feel a constant buzz in my head, like a

electrical frequency/vibration and this is hard to not focus on, it

can be a nuicance. I wonder if this will go away after the initial

40 days. Would really appreciate if someone could comment on this. I

also get a similar buzz from the 5-mukhi mala, but feels like a

single frequency that is amplified because there are so many beads.

With the Siddha Mala it is very different. I have also experienced

this in periods with my Narasimha kavaca. Anyway, the Siddha mala

really helped my through a very difficult day, I had a conflict with

my business partner. Late in the day, I had to go to an important

meeting. I felt very powerful and inspired and things really flowed

for me in this meeting, I was getting a lot of ideas and the meeting

went great. Late in the evening, I had to hurry to catch a train to

go to my girlfriend and the mala really helped me to keep balanced

and gave me both physical and mental strength, I had only slept 4

hours and had been such a hectic day. I felt how I could instantly

relax when I had the time for it, and feelings of stress was not

really there despite I was very tired when I arrived in the evening.

Then I encountered my girlfriend for the first time wearing the mala

and that was also interesting. I decided to take it off and dont

sleep with it. I began to have some feelings of confusion..I am a

vaishnava, should I wear this mala, will it take me closer or

further away from Krishna because it is the power of Shiva? Its

because I feel a different spiritual mood relationship in wearing

this mala. Then I took the half moon shaped 1-mukhi and put it on my

third eye. I felt a sense of relief from my mental struggle. The

experience of the 1-mukhi was really farout, very cooling and

soothing on the mind and consciousness. I actually did not wear the

mala with the 1-mukhi yet, as it was not attached to the mala and I

have to get a silver lock for it, so I can hook it onto the mala

below the Gaura Shankar. It will be interesting to experience the

mala with the 1-mukhi included, how that will change the effect of

the mala. But I expect that my experiences will not be the same the

next time I wear the mala. I plan to wear it tomorrow and need to

get a lock for the 1-mukhi. Will take detailed notes of my

forthcoming daily experiences with it. Also I should mention that I

feel the presence and some subtle effects of the mala, just by

having it in the house.

 

Any comments and insights are heartily welcome.

 

Many thanks,

 

Love, Ole