Major buzzing/Tiina

November 5, 2003

Namaste Tiina,

Congrats about receiving good news! Glad to hear you've done a thank

you puja, good girl ;-) The 15 mukhi will be a tremendous addition

to your collection.

Om Namah Shivaya

Sy

, xenamacbeal

<no_reply> wrote:

> Dear All, Sy, Arjuna and Alan, thank you for your excellent

insights.

> After feeling the "mysterious buzz" again after putting the Siddha

> mala on backwards, I got so excited that I just HAD to try it out

in

> meditation, and to try to tune in to this higher, different

> frequency. I'd better not try to explain what happened but it was

> really BIG.

> Afterwards, I had some incredible news about something that had

been

> bothering me for quite a long time - the situation had been solved

in

> my benefit ! The chances of this kind of outcome was 90

(negative) -

> 10 (positive).

> Later this night I did a "thank you" puja.

> Now I just have to get a 15 mukhi too! I placed an order with

Rudra

> Center India this afternoon and so, the journey continues ...

>

> Love and best wishes to Everyone

> Tiina

November 6, 2003

Dear All:

I'm a litttle behind time, however, I will appreciate any feedback.

Yesterday was my 3rd pooja for 'Parad' Ganesha, as I was ill for a couple of

days prior, I was sort of a bit of a basket case. At the last minute, I

realized, that I did not have yellow flowers, and I was suppose to wear

'yellow outfit'. [took me 15 minutes to find my yellow undie], and I used

saffron to substitute the yellow flowers. Well to my astonishment Ganesha

was making the milk disappear right in front of my face. I was very

startled, could not believe what I was seeing, however I noticed that some

of the milk had accumulated at the bottom of the dish, so I kinda lost all

faith and thought that I didn't realize that milk was somehow dripping down,

about one half of cup had disappeard. So I came in to work feeling very

down, and did not want to say anything to any of yous as I needed to clean

the dish to see what was really happening.

Yesterday after work, I cleaned the dish, and there was probably one

tablespoon of milk, in the dish. I was very disillusioned, and thought that

it was wishful thinking.

Yesterday morning my sidhmala broke too which upset me. I wore the other

rudrakshas which the shastriji had sent me. I am not connecting with these

beads....as for my sidhmala and the buzzing...long before became a member of

this club, I had chanted 'OM TRIAMBAKHAM YAJAMAHE'.....not the whole mantra,

....however I had done it for 40 days. Whenever, I wore the sidha mala and

chanted this mantra, my whole body would start to vibrate, so I felt that I

was connecting with this mantra...

As for Ganesha...he made more milk disappear this morning, I will get

exicited after I check the dish tonight.

As for the beads sent to me by the shastriji, I am a bit of a basketcase, I

cannot concentrate, have no interest in any pooja or chanting of the

mantras, so I guess that has to go...but I'm very up-set about my sidhmala

breaking so many times....what do I do now, how do I thread it, I have a

strong intuition, I need to use gold caps, which I cannot afford, and I

also, have a strong intuition, to add the 16 and 17 to my mala, [i have

ordered these and not paid for them yet....will take a while...]

I don't know what is wrong with me....something is.....I think I'm loosing

it... or perhaps too much of, off the counter medication for the flue and

pain....e tc, am I drugged???

Love Ya all!

Lada

L. Baines

Financial Assistance Officer

Ministry of Advanced Education

Student Services Branch

syzenith [syzenith]

November 5, 2003 3:22 PM

RBSC : RBSC : Re: Major buzzing/Tiina

Namaste Tiina,

Congrats about receiving good news! Glad to hear you've done a thank

you puja, good girl ;-) The 15 mukhi will be a tremendous addition

to your collection.

Om Namah Shivaya

Sy

, xenamacbeal

<no_reply> wrote:

> Dear All, Sy, Arjuna and Alan, thank you for your excellent

insights.

> After feeling the "mysterious buzz" again after putting the Siddha

> mala on backwards, I got so excited that I just HAD to try it out

in

> meditation, and to try to tune in to this higher, different

> frequency. I'd better not try to explain what happened but it was

> really BIG.

> Afterwards, I had some incredible news about something that had

been

> bothering me for quite a long time - the situation had been solved

in

> my benefit ! The chances of this kind of outcome was 90

(negative) -

> 10 (positive).

> Later this night I did a "thank you" puja.

> Now I just have to get a 15 mukhi too! I placed an order with

Rudra

> Center India this afternoon and so, the journey continues ...

>

> Love and best wishes to Everyone

> Tiina

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November 6, 2003

lada ji

though not an expert in rudrakshams and siddha malas by any stretch of

imagination i can only offer this as an objective outsider: it seems

as though you are perched at a point of metastable equilibrium. which

way you go depends on how you look at things. maybe the effect of the

mala and everything is to help you confront this question so as to

emerge stronger from the experience. so hunker down and weather the

storm :-), it is darkest before dawn.

fmd

, "Baines, Lada

AVED:EX" <Lada.Baines@g...> wrote:

>

> Dear All:

>

> I'm a litttle behind time, however, I will appreciate any feedback.

> Yesterday was my 3rd pooja for 'Parad' Ganesha, as I was ill for a

couple of

> days prior, I was sort of a bit of a basket case. At the last

minute, I

> realized, that I did not have yellow flowers, and I was suppose to

wear

> 'yellow outfit'. [took me 15 minutes to find my yellow undie], and

I used

> saffron to substitute the yellow flowers. Well to my astonishment

Ganesha

> was making the milk disappear right in front of my face. I was very

> startled, could not believe what I was seeing, however I noticed

that some

> of the milk had accumulated at the bottom of the dish, so I kinda

lost all

> faith and thought that I didn't realize that milk was somehow

dripping down,

> about one half of cup had disappeard. So I came in to work feeling

very

> down, and did not want to say anything to any of yous as I needed to

clean

> the dish to see what was really happening.

>

> Yesterday after work, I cleaned the dish, and there was probably one

> tablespoon of milk, in the dish. I was very disillusioned, and

thought that

> it was wishful thinking.

>

> Yesterday morning my sidhmala broke too which upset me. I wore the

other

> rudrakshas which the shastriji had sent me. I am not connecting

with these

> beads....as for my sidhmala and the buzzing...long before became a

member of

> this club, I had chanted 'OM TRIAMBAKHAM YAJAMAHE'.....not the whole

mantra,

> ...however I had done it for 40 days. Whenever, I wore the sidha

mala and

> chanted this mantra, my whole body would start to vibrate, so I felt

that I

> was connecting with this mantra...

>

> As for Ganesha...he made more milk disappear this morning, I will

get

> exicited after I check the dish tonight.

>

> As for the beads sent to me by the shastriji, I am a bit of a

basketcase, I

> cannot concentrate, have no interest in any pooja or chanting of the

> mantras, so I guess that has to go...but I'm very up-set about my

sidhmala

> breaking so many times....what do I do now, how do I thread it, I

have a

> strong intuition, I need to use gold caps, which I cannot afford,

and I

> also, have a strong intuition, to add the 16 and 17 to my mala, [i

have

> ordered these and not paid for them yet....will take a while...]

>

> I don't know what is wrong with me....something is.....I think I'm

loosing

> it... or perhaps too much of, off the counter medication for the

flue and

> pain....e tc, am I drugged???

> Love Ya all!

>

> Lada

>

L. Baines

> Financial Assistance Officer

> Ministry of Advanced Education

> Student Services Branch

>

> syzenith [syzenith]

> November 5, 2003 3:22 PM

>

> RBSC : RBSC : Re: Major buzzing/Tiina

>

> Namaste Tiina,

>

> Congrats about receiving good news! Glad to hear you've done a thank

> you puja, good girl ;-) The 15 mukhi will be a tremendous addition

> to your collection.

>

> Om Namah Shivaya

> Sy

>

> , xenamacbeal

> <no_reply> wrote:

>

> > Dear All, Sy, Arjuna and Alan, thank you for your excellent

> insights.

> > After feeling the "mysterious buzz" again after putting the Siddha

> > mala on backwards, I got so excited that I just HAD to try it out

> in

> > meditation, and to try to tune in to this higher, different

> > frequency. I'd better not try to explain what happened but it was

> > really BIG.

> > Afterwards, I had some incredible news about something that had

> been

> > bothering me for quite a long time - the situation had been solved

> in

> > my benefit ! The chances of this kind of outcome was 90

> (negative) -

> > 10 (positive).

> > Later this night I did a "thank you" puja.

> > Now I just have to get a 15 mukhi too! I placed an order with

> Rudra

> > Center India this afternoon and so, the journey continues ...

> >

> > Love and best wishes to Everyone

> > Tiina

>

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November 6, 2003

What storm???.......I don't want 'em......I've been thro hell and

back.....I do connect with my sidha mala......with sidha mala and the

appropriate mantra, I connect....I think that we become overwhelmed with the

changes that take place in our lives and bodies....I am a walking breathing,

living my life to the fullest and yet spiritual.....it was the past life

where i was a rishi...sitting half naked on the cold Himalyays chanting

mantras......

[just my warped sense of humour].

thnx for you feedback.

Lada

L. Baines

Financial Assistance Officer

Ministry of Advanced Education

Student Services Branch

find_my_destiny [no_reply]

November 6, 2003 12:39 PM

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lada ji

though not an expert in rudrakshams and siddha malas by any stretch of

imagination i can only offer this as an objective outsider: it seems

as though you are perched at a point of metastable equilibrium. which

way you go depends on how you look at things. maybe the effect of the

mala and everything is to help you confront this question so as to

emerge stronger from the experience. so hunker down and weather the

storm :-), it is darkest before dawn.

fmd

, "Baines, Lada

AVED:EX" <Lada.Baines@g...> wrote:

>

> Dear All:

>

> I'm a litttle behind time, however, I will appreciate any feedback.

> Yesterday was my 3rd pooja for 'Parad' Ganesha, as I was ill for a

couple of

> days prior, I was sort of a bit of a basket case. At the last

minute, I

> realized, that I did not have yellow flowers, and I was suppose to

wear

> 'yellow outfit'. [took me 15 minutes to find my yellow undie], and

I used

> saffron to substitute the yellow flowers. Well to my astonishment

Ganesha

> was making the milk disappear right in front of my face. I was very

> startled, could not believe what I was seeing, however I noticed

that some

> of the milk had accumulated at the bottom of the dish, so I kinda

lost all

> faith and thought that I didn't realize that milk was somehow

dripping down,

> about one half of cup had disappeard. So I came in to work feeling

very

> down, and did not want to say anything to any of yous as I needed to

clean

> the dish to see what was really happening.

>

> Yesterday after work, I cleaned the dish, and there was probably one

> tablespoon of milk, in the dish. I was very disillusioned, and

thought that

> it was wishful thinking.

>

> Yesterday morning my sidhmala broke too which upset me. I wore the

other

> rudrakshas which the shastriji had sent me. I am not connecting

with these

> beads....as for my sidhmala and the buzzing...long before became a

member of

> this club, I had chanted 'OM TRIAMBAKHAM YAJAMAHE'.....not the whole

mantra,

> ...however I had done it for 40 days. Whenever, I wore the sidha

mala and

> chanted this mantra, my whole body would start to vibrate, so I felt

that I

> was connecting with this mantra...

>

> As for Ganesha...he made more milk disappear this morning, I will

get

> exicited after I check the dish tonight.

>

> As for the beads sent to me by the shastriji, I am a bit of a

basketcase, I

> cannot concentrate, have no interest in any pooja or chanting of the

> mantras, so I guess that has to go...but I'm very up-set about my

sidhmala

> breaking so many times....what do I do now, how do I thread it, I

have a

> strong intuition, I need to use gold caps, which I cannot afford,

and I

> also, have a strong intuition, to add the 16 and 17 to my mala, [i

have

> ordered these and not paid for them yet....will take a while...]

>

> I don't know what is wrong with me....something is.....I think I'm

loosing

> it... or perhaps too much of, off the counter medication for the

flue and

> pain....e tc, am I drugged???

> Love Ya all!

>

> Lada

>

L. Baines

> Financial Assistance Officer

> Ministry of Advanced Education

> Student Services Branch

>

> syzenith [syzenith]

> November 5, 2003 3:22 PM

>

> RBSC : RBSC : Re: Major buzzing/Tiina

>

> Namaste Tiina,

>

> Congrats about receiving good news! Glad to hear you've done a thank

> you puja, good girl ;-) The 15 mukhi will be a tremendous addition

> to your collection.

>

> Om Namah Shivaya

> Sy

>

> , xenamacbeal

> <no_reply> wrote:

>

> > Dear All, Sy, Arjuna and Alan, thank you for your excellent

> insights.

> > After feeling the "mysterious buzz" again after putting the Siddha

> > mala on backwards, I got so excited that I just HAD to try it out

> in

> > meditation, and to try to tune in to this higher, different

> > frequency. I'd better not try to explain what happened but it was

> > really BIG.

> > Afterwards, I had some incredible news about something that had

> been

> > bothering me for quite a long time - the situation had been solved

> in

> > my benefit ! The chances of this kind of outcome was 90

> (negative) -

> > 10 (positive).

> > Later this night I did a "thank you" puja.

> > Now I just have to get a 15 mukhi too! I placed an order with

> Rudra

> > Center India this afternoon and so, the journey continues ...

> >

> > Love and best wishes to Everyone

> > Tiina

>

> Sponsor

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November 6, 2003

Dear Ladaji,

Slow and gentle..... It is easy to think that we have to make progress quickly.

Restring your mala with the materials you have and ask for Sri Ganesh to bless

you. He always answers. Remember that as the Lord of Obstacles he places them

as well as removes them. Steadiness in practice is most important. I asked my

guruji about how long I should meditate, for example, when I was first starting.

He said meditate every morning and evening and read something uplifting every

day. He said that if you do it regularly the time will take care of itself.

The important thing is to begin to train the mind by doing it regularly. Also

be sure to take care of your body, giving it plenty of rest and good food.

Om gam ganapataye namaha.

Arjuna

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