Guest guest Posted November 29, 2003 Report Share Posted November 29, 2003 Dear Barbaraji Wishing you the Blessings of Lord Siva at this time in your Life Aum NamaSivaya Sivaya Nama Aum Thanks and Take Care DharmaDev In a message dated 11/29/2003 6:59:15 AM Pacific Standard Time, barbjs writes: > Subj:RBSC : dead rudraska > Date:11/29/2003 6:59:15 AM Pacific Standard Time > <A HREF="barbjs">barbjs</A> > Reply-to:<A HREF="">rudrakshabeadsocietiesc\ lub</A> > To:<A HREF="">rudrakshabeadsocietiesc\ lub</A> > Sent from the Internet > > > > Dear Members, > > I woke up in a very bad mood this morning, feeling that all of my > rudraksha are really dead because they have not had the ceremonies > done on them which are on page 38 of "Rudraksa" by Subas Rai, and > that all of my time spent doing mantras on them is just a waste of > time. Nothing ever happens to me: I never have tingling, buzzing, > allergies, etc. to them. My life never changes: it is just the same > old, same old all the time. > > Also, I am feeling that Mother and Father are very irresponsible > parents, and that they do not look after their children properly, yet > go on having more and more children. Also, I feel that one should not > have to beg one's parents for help, or do a lot of japa to them. > Parents should look after all of their children without their > children falling at their feet, and Shiva and Shakti are not looking > after their children; this makes me believe that Shiva and Shakti are > not real, and even if they are, they are playing favorites. > > Barbara > > > > > To send an email to: > > > > > Your use of is subject to > > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted November 29, 2003 Report Share Posted November 29, 2003 Dear Barbaraji Wishing you the Blessings of Lord Siva at this time in your Life Aum NamaSivaya Sivaya Nama Aum Thanks and Take Care DharmaDev In a message dated 11/29/2003 6:59:15 AM Pacific Standard Time, barbjs writes: > Subj:RBSC : dead rudraska > Date:11/29/2003 6:59:15 AM Pacific Standard Time > <A HREF="barbjs">barbjs</A> > Reply-to:<A HREF="">rudrakshabeadsocietiesc\ lub</A> > To:<A HREF="">rudrakshabeadsocietiesc\ lub</A> > Sent from the Internet > > > > Dear Members, > > I woke up in a very bad mood this morning, feeling that all of my > rudraksha are really dead because they have not had the ceremonies > done on them which are on page 38 of "Rudraksa" by Subas Rai, and > that all of my time spent doing mantras on them is just a waste of > time. Nothing ever happens to me: I never have tingling, buzzing, > allergies, etc. to them. My life never changes: it is just the same > old, same old all the time. > > Also, I am feeling that Mother and Father are very irresponsible > parents, and that they do not look after their children properly, yet > go on having more and more children. Also, I feel that one should not > have to beg one's parents for help, or do a lot of japa to them. > Parents should look after all of their children without their > children falling at their feet, and Shiva and Shakti are not looking > after their children; this makes me believe that Shiva and Shakti are > not real, and even if they are, they are playing favorites. > > Barbara > > > > > To send an email to: > > > > > Your use of is subject to > > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted November 29, 2003 Report Share Posted November 29, 2003 Most Beloved Barbara You are going thru the DARK NIGHT OF THE SOUL this is a very common experience It happens to all of us whether we admit it or not What I believe and am doing is just plain stupid God doesn't exist and I've boughten into a pile of rubbish only idiots are religious as with everything this too shall pass this only happens to advanced souls just relax and it will go away in time to reappear later on again and again I have gone thru this many a time God Bless You Jai Bhagavan Love baba , AumShiningLotus@a... wrote: > Dear Barbaraji > > Wishing you the Blessings of Lord Siva at this time in your Life > > Aum NamaSivaya Sivaya Nama Aum > > Thanks and Take Care > > DharmaDev > > > > In a message dated 11/29/2003 6:59:15 AM Pacific Standard Time, > barbjs@s... writes: > > > > Subj:RBSC : dead rudraska > > Date:11/29/2003 6:59:15 AM Pacific Standard Time > > <A HREF="barbjs@s...">barbjs@s...</A> > > Reply-to:<A HREF="">rudrakshabea dsocietiesclub</A> > > To:<A HREF="">rudrakshabea dsocietiesclub</A> > > Sent from the Internet > > > > > > > > Dear Members, > > > > I woke up in a very bad mood this morning, feeling that all of my > > rudraksha are really dead because they have not had the ceremonies > > done on them which are on page 38 of "Rudraksa" by Subas Rai, and > > that all of my time spent doing mantras on them is just a waste of > > time. Nothing ever happens to me: I never have tingling, buzzing, > > allergies, etc. to them. My life never changes: it is just the same > > old, same old all the time. > > > > Also, I am feeling that Mother and Father are very irresponsible > > parents, and that they do not look after their children properly, yet > > go on having more and more children. Also, I feel that one should not > > have to beg one's parents for help, or do a lot of japa to them. > > Parents should look after all of their children without their > > children falling at their feet, and Shiva and Shakti are not looking > > after their children; this makes me believe that Shiva and Shakti are > > not real, and even if they are, they are playing favorites. > > > > Barbara > > > > > > > > > > To send an email to: > > > > > > > > > > Your use of is subject to > > > > > > > > > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted November 29, 2003 Report Share Posted November 29, 2003 Dear Baba, I live with atheists. It is very hard. They believe that "death is the great equalizer," meaning that it doesn't matter what you do here and now, everyone dies, and when you die, you are just dead, and then everyone is equal. I believe that I have read about the dark night of the soul. It was by a Christian mystic, I believe-- St. Teresa of Avila, but I am not sure. I try so hard, and nothing happens, and I feel that people are just making fun of me--they like me for my money though. If I did not have some money, no one would even bother with me--except my one Christian friend. What is the point of trying to advance spiritually if it has no meaning--if people just think that you are smart if you lie? if no one cares anyway? Maybe when we die, we are just dead. This is what my mother taught me. I try so hard, Baba. I have over 1800 rudraksha beads, and my daughter says that they are ugly, and that she wishes that I would get other beads. Some people tell me that they like my beads, but they never want to be my friend, and my daughter says that they just say that they like my beads, but that they do not really. No matter what I do, my family are atheists. I bought a 14-mukhi rudraksha just so that they would attain liberation. I am so tired, and I don't feel that I can go on. Thanks for your reply, Barbara - "Sri Janaardana Kalianandaswami" <baba1008 <> Saturday, November 29, 2003 11:17 AM Re: RBSC : Wishing Barbaraji Blessings of Lord Siva > Most Beloved Barbara > > You are going thru the DARK NIGHT OF THE SOUL > > this is a very common experience > > It happens to all of us > > whether we admit it or not > > What I believe and am doing is just plain stupid > > God doesn't exist and I've boughten into a pile of rubbish > > only idiots are religious > > as with everything > > this too shall pass > > this only happens to advanced souls > > just relax and it will go away in time > > to reappear later on again and again > > I have gone thru this many a time > > God Bless You > > Jai Bhagavan > > Love baba > , > AumShiningLotus@a... wrote: > > Dear Barbaraji > > > > Wishing you the Blessings of Lord Siva at this time in your Life > > > > Aum NamaSivaya Sivaya Nama Aum > > > > Thanks and Take Care > > > > DharmaDev > > > > > > > > In a message dated 11/29/2003 6:59:15 AM Pacific Standard Time, > > barbjs@s... writes: > > > > > > > Subj:RBSC : dead rudraska > > > Date:11/29/2003 6:59:15 AM Pacific Standard Time > > > <A HREF="barbjs@s...">barbjs@s...</A> > > > Reply-to:<A > HREF="">rudrakshabea > dsocietiesclub</A> > > > To:<A > HREF="">rudrakshabea > dsocietiesclub</A> > > > Sent from the Internet > > > > > > > > > > > > Dear Members, > > > > > > I woke up in a very bad mood this morning, feeling that all of > my > > > rudraksha are really dead because they have not had the > ceremonies > > > done on them which are on page 38 of "Rudraksa" by Subas Rai, > and > > > that all of my time spent doing mantras on them is just a waste > of > > > time. Nothing ever happens to me: I never have tingling, > buzzing, > > > allergies, etc. to them. My life never changes: it is just the > same > > > old, same old all the time. > > > > > > Also, I am feeling that Mother and Father are very irresponsible > > > parents, and that they do not look after their children > properly, yet > > > go on having more and more children. Also, I feel that one > should not > > > have to beg one's parents for help, or do a lot of japa to them. > > > Parents should look after all of their children without their > > > children falling at their feet, and Shiva and Shakti are not > looking > > > after their children; this makes me believe that Shiva and > Shakti are > > > not real, and even if they are, they are playing favorites. > > > > > > Barbara > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > To send an email to: > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Your use of is subject to > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > To send an email to: > > > > Your use of is subject to > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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