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Namaste Sadvi,

I loved your words, too.

 

Jai Maa

 

, "henny_v_i" <HvI wrote:

>

> Dear Sadhvi,

>

> I hope you don't mind my reacting to your post. I just want to

thank

> you for the wise words you wrote to another seeker. Although not

> addressed to me, the message of loving patience and encouragement

went

> straight to my heart.

>

> may our Divine Mother bless you always,

>

> with love,

> Henny

>

>

> , "nityashakti" <sadhvi@>

> wrote:

> >

> > >>>"Sadvi i want the Mula Mantra to medittate. I dont have any

> wishes

> > nor am expecting anything from her.

> > Sadhvi there are many things which cannot be shared.

> > Please help me

> > I thik i boared you "<<

> >

> > Dear jesh...

> > No..please do not think you have bored me or anything of that

> kind.

> > Your devotion to Maa Kali is so clear...I know She will answer

your

> > prayers directly. Why do these things happen when they do? I do

not

> > know. For many many years, I had a deep longing for true mantra

> > initiation, instruction and to know, somehow, that the Divine

Mother

> > was truly hearing my prayers to Her. Sometimes I would

think, "yes";

> > other times, "no" or not being sure. I would cry (many times for

> days

> > on end) at my puja...just with the longing you are expressing.

> > Finally, I realized that I had to let go of what I thought should

> > happen and when it should happen. I had many experiences with

> "false"

> > teachers, many difficult things to go through. But I kept doing

my

> > sadhana because it was the one thing I never doubted. I think

> Swamiji

> > and Shree Maa give very good advice...to understand what it is

that

> > you truly want (beyond the mantra itself...what is your deep

> longing)

> > and then to keep your attention focused on that. I would ask

myself

> > this question when things seemed to get very difficult in my life

or

> > when I felt it was "time" for me to receive something but

> > that "something" was not coming...(a practice or a mantra et.).

> > Suddenly, around a year ago, everything opened in my life...and

many

> > things I had prayed for 15 years ago begin to flow in....but so

> > unexpectedly...because my attention was focused on what I "truly

> > wanted" beneath everything...to be fully immersed in that union

with

> > Pure Consciousness. when I received these things that I had so

much

> > longing for earlier in my sadhana, I could see how they would not

> have

> > been good for me to receive earlier because I was not balanced

> enough

> > to handle them..this is just my experience. I can't speak for

anyone

> > else.

> > You have so much devotion and are living in circumstances that

> many

> > of us, here in the West, cannot imagine...having access to

Temples

> and

> > priests, pujas and practices. I'm so sure your prayers will be

> > answered when Maa Kali, Herself, feels that the time is

right...as

> you

> > said, many things cannot be shared and, really, should simply be

> > between you and your Beloved. I wish you the best and will pray

for

> > you.

> > with love to you,

> > sadhvi

> >

>

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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