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Hello,

I am  from West Bengal , India.. I am in unbearable painful state and

I need some help of any sort .

I will go back some years. In 1992. I met  my present husband in High

School. We were batch mates. But within a fort night of our

relationship he away to study medicine.

He would never come back though he kept calling me. I

had complete faith on his loyalty and never allowed

any doubt to enter my mind. He took 10 years to

complete his 5 year course.

 

I waited for him and I did my studies and I topped the University.

In 1999 we had a registry marriage but we stayed separately in our

respective homes. Then one fine eve in 2000 he said he needs a

divorce from me coz he wants to marry another girl Bangalore with

whom he has been

living together and who conceived his child.

 

Believe me – I was killed that day. Over. I had

total amnesia. Complete black out. My years of faith

was broken. I, being the only daughter of my parents

took it all myself. I did not want my parents to be in

pain. I consented to the divorce. My life had stopped

then.

 

An year back he came back to me crying saying that the

girl there had ditched him and left him for another

man. I felt pity on him. I supported him through his

bad times…. Coz may be I still felt for him and I loved him madly.

 

May, 2004 his dad spoke to my dad saying only

I can save his son from his state of depression.

Family got us married. I wont say I was unhappy. It

was very difficult but I had started to forgive him

for what he did to my trust. But yes, I thought people

make mistakes and he made one…and I loved him.

 

Within two days of marriage I realized he was severely

addicted to drugs specially cannabies. I was shattered

for the 2nd time. Still I didn't lose hope. I took him

to Nimhans in Bangalore to get him de addicted but

nothing helped. When I protested and he became so

violent that on road he physically assaulted me.

 

I came back to my parents. Am still with them. I go to

my work place. Teach students…am very down and sad

Over what life gave me. I cannot stay without my husband but I am

with my parents because he and his parents have demeaned me.i have

felt insulted. Its been so many months I am with my parents but Suman

keeps no contact with me. My parents are aging. They are sick with

tension. I am their only daughter. I do not think I will be happy

without my husband because in spite of everything that he did to me,

I still love him very much. Please help me. I need my husband. I want

him him to come and take me back with him. So many years, I waited

for him, I loved him. I am so sad that every morning I feel I must

kill myself. Please, I do not know how but I want to be united with

my husband. I love him above everything and so, I fought every odds

for years just to be with him. My marriage must survive and Otherwise

I will be over and so will my parents be.Please please help me and my

parents. I have no one with me and I am in unbearable pain. I only

want my husband to come back to me and love me like before so that

our marriage is spared, I will be happy and my parents can smile a

little at this age.

 

Please help me. God Bless you.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Jay Gurudev

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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[Guest guest]

Dear Mohana,

 

First of all sorry to hear your episode.

 

You should take GURUDIKSHA from gurudev.

 

Only Gurudev can resolve your issues.

 

But for that you will have to be psersistant and follow the path

shown by gurudev, gurumantra jaap & perform all sorts of sadhanas

suggested by Pujya Gurudev.

 

Secondly do not expect miracles to happen.

 

THIS IS THE ONLY PATH BY WHICH YOU CAN SOLVE YOUR PROBLEMS.

 

THERE IS NO WAY OUT, PEOPLE WILL SIMPLY FOOL, ALL OTHER TANTRKIS /

ASTROLOGERS ARE KEEN TO EXPLOIT & MINT MONEY.

 

Jai Gurudev.

 

 

, "mohana_mukherjee"

<mohana_mukherjee> wrote:

>

> Hello,

> I am  from West Bengal , India.. I am in unbearable painful state

and

> I need some help of any sort .

> I will go back some years. In 1992. I met  my present husband in

High

> School. We were batch mates. But within a fort night of our

> relationship he away to study medicine.

> He would never come back though he kept calling me. I

> had complete faith on his loyalty and never allowed

> any doubt to enter my mind. He took 10 years to

> complete his 5 year course.

>

>  I waited for him and I did my studies and I topped the

University.

> In 1999 we had a registry marriage but we stayed separately in our

> respective homes. Then one fine eve in 2000 he said he needs a

> divorce from me coz he wants to marry another girl Bangalore with

> whom he has been

> living together and who conceived his child.

>

> Believe me – I was killed that day. Over. I had

> total amnesia. Complete black out. My years of faith

> was broken. I, being the only daughter of my parents

> took it all myself. I did not want my parents to be in

> pain. I consented to the divorce. My life had stopped

> then.

>

> An year back he came back to me crying saying that the

> girl there had ditched him and left him for another

> man. I felt pity on him. I supported him through his

> bad times…. Coz may be I still felt for him and I loved him madly.

>

> May, 2004 his dad spoke to my dad saying only

> I can save his son from his state of depression.

> Family got us married. I wont say I was unhappy. It

> was very difficult but I had started to forgive him

> for what he did to my trust. But yes, I thought people

> make mistakes and he made one…and I loved him.

>

> Within two days of marriage I realized he was severely

> addicted to drugs specially cannabies. I was shattered

> for the 2nd time. Still I didn't lose hope. I took him

> to Nimhans in Bangalore to get him de addicted but

> nothing helped. When I protested and he became so

> violent that on road he physically assaulted me.

>

> I came back to my parents. Am still with them. I go to

> my work place. Teach students…am very down and sad

> Over what life gave me. I cannot stay without my husband but I am

> with my parents because he and his parents have demeaned me.i have

> felt insulted. Its been so many months I am with my parents but

Suman

> keeps no contact with me. My parents are aging. They are sick with

> tension. I am their only daughter. I do not think I will be happy

> without my husband because in spite of everything that he did to

me,

> I still love him very much. Please help me. I need my husband. I

want

> him him to come and take me back with him. So many years, I waited

> for him, I loved him. I am so sad that every morning I feel I must

> kill myself. Please, I do not know how but I want to be united

with

> my husband. I love him above everything and so, I fought every

odds

> for years just to be with him. My marriage must survive and

Otherwise

> I will be over and so will my parents be.Please please help me and

my

> parents. I have no one with me and I am in unbearable pain. I only

> want my husband to come back to me and love me like before so that

> our marriage is spared, I will be happy and my parents can smile a

> little at this age.

>

> Please help me. God Bless you.

>

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Jay Gurudev

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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