Guest guest Posted July 12, 2005 Report Share Posted July 12, 2005 October 13 At night Prabhupada had passed urine full of pus and blood clots. Bhagatji took the urine to be analyzed and the doctor prescribed some pills which he said must be taken, otherwise within three days it could be fatal. But Prabhupada refused to take them. Prabhupada called for Jayapataka Swami and asked, "So often there are difficulties [in mayapur]. You are not disappointed?" Jayapataka explained that some of the attackers continued their violent activities, and now the authorities were beginning to feel they were a disturbance. Prabhupada: Yes, they are gundas. Jayapataka Maharaja: You gave me the name Jayapataka. I hope that name comes true, that there will be victory. Prabhupada: It has already become so. The land next to the big building, how much the Muhammadan wants to sell to us for? Jayapataka Maharaja explained that due to the incident no outsiders wanted to purchase anymore, so the man was forced to reduce his price. Prabhupada: If he comes to three thousand rupees, purchase it. My idea is on that land we shall dig another moat long and wide. Dig the earth and make it like a lake. It will be like a small canal. Bhavananda Maharaja: Then no one will be able to attack. After the incident I was feeling a little disturbed how this could happen to Prabhupada's project. Now I am feeling better. Prabhupada called for his sister and spoke in Bengali. Prabhupada (to his sister): Sometime in past I heard you were not allowed in the room. So if there is any offense, I want you to forgive me. (Then to Bhakti-caru Maharaja who was standing there) Apart from being my sister, she is my Godsister. She took harinama diksa from Bhaktisiddhanta. If we make offense upon any Vaisnava, it is not good. So please ask her to forgive me. I am only taking juice, but I would like to eat something. What? Today I am going to eat something, solid food. It doesn't matter whether it does good to me or bad to me. Nothing can be worse than this. She is a Vaisnavi, it will be good for me. Probably I became a little puffed up of my opulence and success. Now God has shattered that pride-If you don't have your body, then what's there to be puffed-up of? Bhakti-caru Maharaja: Srila Prabhupada, whatever you have done, you have done for Krsna. Prabhupada: That may be, but in this world unknowingly you commit offenses. Bhakti-caru Maharaja: You can't ever commit offenses, Srila Prabhupada. You are God's dear one, how can you commit offenses? Prabhupada: I am a little temperamental person. Often I used to use the words like rascal, etc. I never compromised. They used to call it kurul niye pracara. Preaching with a pickaxe. Kurul in one hand and Bhagavatam in the other hand. That's how I preached. Anyway, make all the arrangements for her. - From the TKG's Diary by HH Tamal Krishna Goswami Maharaja _________ Too much spam in your inbox? Mail gives you the best spam protection for FREE! http://uk.mail. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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