Guest guest Posted May 11, 2006 Report Share Posted May 11, 2006 maybe people taking your money and you getting nothing is God's way of convincing you that no one can give you God. God is already with you, inside you. repeating your Mantra and your longing is The Way. , Puneet Gulati <puneetgulati05 wrote: > > Respected Radhika, > > Thanks for such a lovely email. > Like you, I have been also surrounded by sadness of life for a long time. > I kept on fighting myself, thinking I can do it. Never believed in GOD. I always believed in KARMA. And I used to get results also. But lately, nothing is happening as per me. As a result, I am living with very little happiness, and fading hopes. > > Got hooked to Tantra groups. Which got me thinking that may be there is hope after all. Have tried different priests, pujaris, tantriks, swamijis. They all took my money and gave me nothing. I mean I had to sell my personal belongings to pay them. I am so broken hearted. Because, I did want to believe in Tantra and God. > But, will you blame me, if I am still searching.......?? > > I know, there is God. I know there is this science called Tantra. But, haven't find anyone who can convince me, who can show me the way. > > > I still sit in front of Ma, but that spark is missing. I pray to her to give back my hope and bhakti. But she doesn't listen. I see she has Trishul to kill ASURAS, I see she has raised her hand for boons. But I am like invisible to her. How long can I kept calling her? > > I will just walk away the other way. Alone......... > > > Puneet. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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