Source of I-think

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I have read about Sri Ramana's book that it would good to be

vigilant just in time of falling asleep and just when one have woked

up from sleep.

 

I have tried to do so; but I can see dream pictures already when I

have consciousness I am yet awake, so although I am awake I may see

dream picturs and hear voices etc. And I cannot find moment when I

fall fully asleep and I cannot find where "I" will sink !!

 

Same is with waking, meantime I see dream happenings I am conscious

I am already woke up, I see dream-picture and however I am awake, so

I am not able to find from where "I" comes.

 

So my experience is this kind: awake/dream and dream/awake changes

seamless without "break", "I" sink and rises so quickly I can not

find it.

 

Only if I woke up suddently I may find more deeply feeling of being.

But this happen very very rare. And then I find I am inside some kind

intense darkness.

 

I wanted to find source of "I"-think.

 

Have anyone in this list give advices how to practise this? Maybe

someone have found this "break" between awake/dream state and vice

versa so to give advices about practising this. I have tried to be

very vigilant, I enquiry just after I have got bed "Who am I", I try

to experience "I"-feeling but dream-pictures comes and I fall asleep.