Guest guest Posted January 6, 2001 Report Share Posted January 6, 2001 Hi everyone, Someone responded to me privately about my mood, and I want to respond publicly to that. I am in a spiritual dry period. Over the last few years, I have experienced alot of pain personally, and this is partially caused by being really let down by so called spiritual leaders, some of whom were Indian by birth. Serious strange things were done by some of them. I was very devout and enlivened by this Eastern path previously, but then I was really let down. The pain engulfed me, but has mostly passed. But the "afterglow" of that pain remains somewhat. I am not currently experiencing the "happy" mood one can have. I've had it, but currently am not in that. If others are in that happy mood towards Guru, then that is good. I don't mean to jade them. I could use it myself. I admit that. My negativity isn't a good thing to spread, but what I'm going through can happen to us. I'm just one human sample of one possible experience. Of course I'm not alone. Others have been jaded, and will be jaded in the future unfortunately. I do not mean to defend being jaded, or to encourage it really. I'm just being open and honest about where I'm at. It's not a happy place. But I can say all this, and be honest about it, because I do believe in Divinity. I AM experiencing happiness on the level that I know that all will be OK, with me and everyone. Divinity is there, and can take care of us, reveal itself to us, and make us feel whole and connected. I don't currently feel very connected. But I know I will again one day. So just take me in that way. Currently getting over pain of dissapointment in this arena. Talking about that, but with hope. And also faith that others experience of connection and happiness there is real for them, and that I too will again feel that one day. Thanks for listening, be happy, Das Goravani Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted January 6, 2001 Report Share Posted January 6, 2001 Dear Raghu, Both your letters reflect a bit of anxiety and despair! You have written openly and I answer openly. Things change, professions die. Making shoes for horses is not very lucrative, but those who make very special horse-shoes for the elite few do make a lot of money! By being special you will win. Give a manual with your programme! Charge for it too! I have repeatedly told you to emulate Robert Hand: his manual for his Nova programme is worth its weight in gold. Solar Fire has now surpassed nova in many ways, but the manual is very "weak"! It is extremely efficient, but the "love" that Robert put in is missing. BTW, the correct spelling is "eke" not "Eak". It actually means "stretching" of one´s resources to cover needs. Today is the probably actual birthdy of Jesus. Meditate for 10 minutes on him and you may find solace! love Mani Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted January 6, 2001 Report Share Posted January 6, 2001 One more word dear Das. (Forgive me absent-mindness) The very fact that I was disgust by those so-called "spiritual teachers", as you said, brought me to your site and this list- I recognized your intention as honest, and at least, now I KNOW. So, it was worthwhile. "The same fire which melts the butter, cooks eggs", is one old saying. Your efforts won't be in vain. I am sure about that, as you also are, in your heart. Anna Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted January 8, 2001 Report Share Posted January 8, 2001 gjlist , Das Goravani <das@g...> wrote: >>I AM experiencing happiness on the level that I know that all >>will be OK, with me and everyone. Divinity is there, and can take >>care of us, reveal itself to us, and make us feel whole and >>connected. I don't currently feel very connected. But I know I will >>again one day. >>So just take me in that way. Currently getting over pain of >>dissapointment in this arena. Talking about that, but with hope. And >>also faith that others experience of connection and happiness there >>is real for them, and that I too will again feel that one day. Hi, everything will be better someday! I know that and also personally wish that; i have lived very long Shukra-dasha period which have been quite painful. I hope my Surya- dasha and then Chandra-dasha will change my life to better, to the light. Mark Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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