Guest guest Posted January 6, 2001 Report Share Posted January 6, 2001 Om Amrtesvaryai Namah!!! Namaste dear brothers and sisters!!!! O Dasji...what you can say when you get going!!!!you had me in tears, dear brother, through that whole letter on Gurus...and i just loved how you expressed yourself there....i see us all slowly growing up into acceptance of all the various paths that each of us feels drawn to...i love your devotion to Krsna and that's that.... i also understand why you have no particular desire to get back into the kind of life that revolves around Gurus...even Amma...i understand dear friend...so of course i accept...i feel nothing but the deepest love and affection, not to mention respect for you Dasji...you have helped to spread the Dharma (irrespective of sectarian differences...), and for that i'm sure that your Beloved Deity is very happy.... also it's true that California is a ways to go for something you're not sure you'd like....of course it's probably almost as far to Seattle, where Amma comes in springs too....and it does get crowded as you know...you very accurately have portrayed some of the kinds of characters that hang around...but you know, there are also some very wonderful, loving, spiritually minded people....people like you Dasji...On the other hand i also totally understand the urge you have to take what you've already learned and apply it here and now to your life...if you've truly learned it what use are Gurus??? Strangely enough dear brother, many of us Amma children are feeling the same way these days....Mother is working on us to develop the Guru within...and She is so obviously in one's life that it doesn't take much attention to bring that feeling you were describing of being in a vast, and loving embrace...warm, comfortable...needing nothing else kind of hug...just the kind Amma gives in darshan...except this kind of darshan is personal and anywhere.... you know, Dasji, Mother has only let me come to see Her once a year, for about 3 or 4 days, for years now....i've had to be where you are there too....concentrating on the Beloved Deity Who resides Blissfully in one's own heart...dancing sweetly to the Divine melodies.......and yet now, it is so much easier to be feeling to be in Her Presence...even with such a limited access...She has opened my heart with Her Divine Love, and planted the seed of Her presence with Her sweet words in my ears..."darling darling darling darling son!" and "Ma ma ma ma ma ma ma ma ma...." with every Ma She planted another little Seed of Her presence....and if watered with devotion and care, the little rose will grow into a magnificent plant covered in fragrant blooms....one can literally feel this happening...that Amma's presence grows slowly, lovingly, so sweetly, intoxicatingly in one's mind and heart, until She is the main occupant....and we are Glad She is....Just like Sri Krsna had asked us....only when we have been with Amma it comes naturally...one doesn't have to do anything....one is like a gopi or gopa with Krsna, rather than a "worshipper"...the Love is itself the reward..... and Dasji...even tho i am a Sakta in this life and in many others, i believe in Sri Krsna too...because i too, have had experiences of His Blessed Darshan...OH His Loving Eyes!!!and Sweet smile!!....so i love Him very much...and Jesus Christ...in my heart NONE are excluded...all are welcome here....for in Divine Love how can we choose....Love is for everyone...the entire creation...How can i not love my brothers and sisters when i see That Divine One within them shining out thru the eyes? O Dasji, this littlest one, ignorant of Jyotish, ignorant of Vedas, Ignorant of Guru Achara, Ignorant of True Divine Love, this littlest child of the Divine Mother, dear brother, with a loving heart, and tearful eyes, salutes you most humbly!! Bowing again and again, he reverently takes the Sacred Dust, O Servant of God, from Your Lotus Feet! Koti Koti Pranams to Sri Raghunandan Das Goravani!!!!! Jai Sri Krsna!!! In Divine Mother's and Sri Krsna's Divine Love, and in Their Service, as ever, Your Own Self visvanathan Om Amrtesvaryai Namah!! Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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