Suicide and Clown Noses

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One has to be predisposed and set to do a thing it seems, or it doesn't

happen in their life.

 

I have never felt the impulse of suicide. It doesn't worry me if somebody

gleans it from my chart, as the mental suffering has been intense enough to

cause this, but there are others about my karma that I think are too

protective to allow this behavior.

 

But we never know. I am not tempting fate here. Just trying to show that

Visti didn't bother me. I took his comment another way. It was worded loosely

enough as to be taken a number of ways. It didn't hit me as a pain. Just to

let you know.

 

I do want to achieve peace, I'm just obviously not very good at it. Again, I

have my local support system, however small, and I'm working it, and trying

to make it, and am Sagittarius about it, I mean optimistic.

 

I have two lovely teenagers whom I wish to be father for, and I love that

role, and wouldn't want to make them have to carry for life that their father

killed himself. No!

 

My daughter met the real Patch Adams and got a clown nose. I'm wearing it

right now. See it. Big red dot on the middle of my face right now!

 

Ha Ha Ha, Laugh Laugh, ok, this is a no happiness zone, stop laughing now,

stop it, stop it!!!! Why are you laughing at my big red nose!

 

Thanks for being there for me people,

 

dg