Me and me brains...

[Guest guest]

Hi everyone,

 

I can post from the website. Time out for me is good right now.

 

Those who really have the real thing, can have tremendous swings, and

the next day be OK, as in present case.

 

I appreciate the love. Those who ridicule, trust the horrors are real.

 

These posts come from depths of despair, not vanity. It's just not alot

known in society. Not everybody has been around a real case of this in

their life. It's not talked about. Few know alot. But the pharmecology

companies make alot of money off the cures, so trust me, it's going on.

There's light cases, and real cases.

 

Take fear, paranoia, anxiety, remorse, regret, ridicule, self hate,

panic, pain, hunching, curling, tremblings and seizures, roll it into

one experience and stay there for about half an hour on your favorite

floor, with or without relatives watching in despair. Both ways can be

equally horrifying all the more.

 

Sorry about the outcrys, just part of the web I guess. It's weird,

those who might have been previously cut off and isolated can now

scream out in a new way!.

 

Satabish is part of it it surely seems oh yeah, Ketu nearby, and in

Lagna in Navamsh. Note luminaries in Aquarius Navamsha, and it's the

main sign in all the vargas too. So much Saturn on Moon and Luminaries.

Saturn Dasha. 'Miss you know who' has Saturn on my Moon. (1966) My

first Sada Sati.

 

I'm glad for modern pharmocology, and the fact that duality means

there's also time outside the pain. And to see I'm not alone you can

see the book "Touched by Fire" by Kay Jamison.

 

Things are weird until we've studied them, then they're boring.

 

I do regret these always.

 

I'm thinking it's a season and not a lifetime for me.

 

I'll be OK. This too shall pass. All things must pass.

 

Peace

 

Thank you,

 

dg

[Guest guest]

Dear Das,

 

Thank you for this post. It's so powerful, it's hard to respond to such an

honest and powerfully expressed pain, which has become a piece of art, able to

stand alone for itself. While reading what you wrote, breathless and

speechless, I had just one thought: There is something NOBLE,

out-of-this-world, in suffering.Your suffering. Maybe that's it's purpose?

 

Sure you are not alone- but not everybody is able to express it so powerfully,

nor to be so honest, as you are- as long as you are able to be so creative and

impartial re your suffering, you are not the "real case", as you said. It

takes courage to live with that, "seasonal" for sure, pain, to observe it and

speak about that. That's brave indeed.

 

(Other reactions can be meanness, greediness, loss of contact with reality, with

one's own self, etc... evil- are those who suffered, too...) You are facing that

as it is, bravely. How could possibly any human being, not trapped in escapism

of "false happiness" of any kind, can feel anything but respect for you, your

experience and the courage to face it and share it with others. You don't need

others' experience of either their pain or "happiness "...The later being so

fleeting and above all so personal- I am sure you wouldn't like to be happy in

anybody's way, that you would rather suffer "your own way"...Go ahead, be

yourself without shame, for "your own happiness" will certainly come next.

Pain is an inherent part of human existence- or what we do with it, I don't

know. I respect the way you live with it.

 

Thanks.

A.

 

 

-

das_goravani

gjlist

Tuesday, January 29, 2002 8:40 PM

[GJ] Me and me brains...

Hi everyone,I can post from the website. Time out for me is good right now.

Those who really have the real thing, can have tremendous swings, and the next

day be OK, as in present case.I appreciate the love. Those who ridicule, trust

the horrors are real.These posts come from depths of despair, not vanity. It's

just not alot known in society. Not everybody has been around a real case of

this in their life. It's not talked about. Few know alot. But the pharmecology

companies make alot of money off the cures, so trust me, it's going on. There's

light cases, and real cases.Take fear, paranoia, anxiety, remorse, regret,

ridicule, self hate, panic, pain, hunching, curling, tremblings and seizures,

roll it into one experience and stay there for about half an hour on your

favorite floor, with or without relatives watching in despair. Both ways can be

equally horrifying all the more.Sorry about the outcrys, just part of the web I

guess. It's weird, those who might have been previously cut off and isolated

can now scream out in a new way!. Satabish is part of it it surely seems oh

yeah, Ketu nearby, and in Lagna in Navamsh. Note luminaries in Aquarius

Navamsha, and it's the main sign in all the vargas too. So much Saturn on Moon

and Luminaries. Saturn Dasha. 'Miss you know who' has Saturn on my Moon. (1966)

My first Sada Sati.I'm glad for modern pharmocology, and the fact that duality

means there's also time outside the pain. And to see I'm not alone you can see

the book "Touched by Fire" by Kay Jamison. Things are weird until we've studied

them, then they're boring.I do regret these always.I'm thinking it's a season

and not a lifetime for me. I'll be OK. This too shall pass. All things must

pass.PeaceThank you,dgOm Namo Bhagavate Vasudevaya; Hare Krishna; Om Tat SatTo

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