Taking care of Jesus

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Takin care of Jesus

 

I thought this might catch attention, hopefully.

 

I have given my whole life towards understanding God in as full as possible,

and it continues. As I go, I distribute what I find.

 

Prince of Peace, is me. I announced it to my mother at 5 or so. "I want to

be a priest to help people Mommy, is that OK?Sure honey, that's

wonderful".

 

I have been given a large head, large brain, many talents and abilities.

People in general who know me closely in Eugene all agree on these matters.

Many people are looking up to me as a type of prophet.

 

However, I cannot for the life of me find a spouse. I need one because every

night I burn in a way which can only be solved by holding someone. I'm not

just a "horny guy". I need a companion, helper, confidante.

 

However, the only suitable woman are always older, and unnattractive to me.

I'm not talking sex, again, I'm talking, it doesn't work that way. It won't

work for me. But they seem to be the only ones with clear brains. Woman in

general younger than I, seem caught in the world of illusions, vanity, etc.

 

Does anyone know an older thinking woman under 40 who is pretty enough, and

would like to take care of me a bit and the reverse?

 

I could really do more if a good woman would do so. In her absence, I have

gone repeatedly to the queen of darkness and suffered accordingly. I am of

the light, not the darkness. I need Jupiter in the 9th in it's own sign, not

Saturn bearing down on a cave of bats and rats.

 

I no longer take meds of ANY kind, including pot, tobacco, anti-depressents,

etc. Yay. I am fine. I am going to stay fine, but it sure hurts to be so

aware, so devoted to everyone else, so loving towards everyone, so willing

to work only for them, sacrifice and suffer for them, to make them happy,

and having done so so much already, and yet, have nobody, the one thing I

want.

 

I have tried myself, over and over,in various ways, to no avail. Pretty

woman generally seem stupidly vain and lost in very small mindedness, games

they teach on TV or something... ugly woman are way smarter, by far, in

general, but don't match me properly so it doesn't work. Do I not have a

spouse ever? Wise are the suffered, but man does their breath stink.

 

I am growing leaner. I am losing weight. Clothes sliding off. Can only eat

quality. Can't eat junk, like "cereal" anymore. Takes work to eat right.

Takes work to find good classical and modern books, search the web, write

software, support thousands of users and humans, ... could use help.

 

Is Mary out there? Could use a female friend and helper, one who utterly

cares for others with her life, as I do, who wants to work for world peace,

as I do, who is well endowed by God with good intellect and abilities, as I

am. Do I have a partner?

 

Those who suffer alone, I am with you, truly, one of you.

 

Those who are panged by intense pain, I am with you, truly, one of you.

 

Those who remember the wars, the slashing, the anquish, the ferocity of

invaders, the murder of dear wives and husbands and children and fellow

peoples, enslavement, and so on, I am with you, truly, one of you.

 

Those who sit and hold their grief inside, and try to sublimate it, having

no other recourse, I am with you, truly, one of you.

 

Those who refuse to suffer, and try to find joy always, I am with you,

truly, one of you.

 

Those who run exploits without caring for whom they harm, truly, I am never

with you.

 

Those who produce awful products which ruin the Earthly environment for

everyone, without care, thinking only of others as target markets, not

caring for whom you harm, not caring for the masses you degrade, truly, I am

never with you.

 

Those priest and nuns of various religions, who have given their lives for

the improvement of the planets mental space, for the improvement of the

devotion in the hearts of all, for improvement in the peace and satisfaction

of all souls, truly, I am one of you, with you, always.

 

Those of you who study astrology, to find out the answers to lifes biggest

questions, who help others to find their right paths in life, who confirm

mainly to others that they are good, not at fault, and that there is a

divine plan for them, truly, I am one of you, and with you always.

 

Those who are in their last breaths, heaving in the pain of failing organs

and expecting any moment to never breathe this body again, who are afraid of

death, truly, I hold your hand, and clasp your failing body tightly, and

whisper in your ear, be here now, do not fear, do not think, let your lungs

finally close, without fear, for that father who placed you here in this

body, can do so again, and again, in so many places, and will do so, for you

are not dieing, you are moving to a better place for you, a new place, to

suit your new self, that you've been developing for years. I am with you,

and not afraid with you. I am going with you, and shall be there when you

get there, as I am here now with you, as I was with you before.

 

Joy is here for us now. Joy is our right because our parents paid the price.

Joy is our privelage, because God is joyful and shares it to us. We are of

God, in God, made of God, and finding God. Krishna, Christ, the beautiful,

the male and female beauty, the energy of union, of creation, reproduction,

spiritual force moving forward, towards perfection, balance, and eternity,

getting it right, we are that.

 

Verily. Truly.

 

OM TAT SAT

 

God is the eternal truth

 

 

your servant,

 

raghunandan das

roik mackay

das goravani

 

 

ps: if you want me to stop writing like this, then do as I ask, because,

that way, I wouldn't be up all night doing sadhana to ward off lonliness and

addiction