Update Humble

[Guest guest]

Dearest Das,

 

Just so glad to hear you are out of that nightmare.

 

And if you find something out about the ley lines across southerrn Africa

let me know. The first homo sapiens was supposed to have come from just a

little down the way from where I live.

 

Take care and lets have that DVD programme. My IMAC is waiting.

 

Robyn

 

 

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"Das Goravani" <>

<gjlist>

Saturday, September 28, 2002 6:36 PM

[GJ] Update Humble

 

 

>

> Hey

>

> So, I'm writing this because I think "Wow, even recently I wrote such and

> such things on the list, so some people may have a certain impression, so

> again an update is needed, about 'me', again. I've made my life public,

so

> I think I had better not stop on a bad note of any kind. Indeed, goodness

> can now be reported. However, I grow in embarrassment over this attribute

of

> myself, so I'll be brief, which means, it's good news, if you follow my

way-

> long for misery, brief for good.

>

> So in brief, and please believe me:

>

> Using 365/LP on, Vimshottari dashas show me leaving Sat-Rahu (hell!) and

> entering Sat-Jup a few months back. Simultaneously, Jupiter goes exalted

and

> Saturn gets out of the sign of my Sun-Merc. So it's spelled to be better

> times.

>

> Indeed, I finally went for help a few months back not to modern doctors

and

> the like, but instead a psychic healing lady, who uses Kineseology (finger

> response testing to find out your real inner truths). She talked to me and

I

> changed. Her faith in me and my ability to heal were different than

> everybody elses I've ever encountered. This got me off meds.

>

> Then more recently, her friend came to town who also does this, and who's

> deceased 8 yr old son "talks to her from the other side". Well, at first,

> after my session with her, I thought nothing happened of significance, no

> special information received. I thought it was a dud session basically.

>

> However, the day after, I wrote that recent somewhat long and blank

> emotional self bio that I posted the other day. That day, something

clicked

> inside me. Something turned off, went away, ended, died. It was a sub

> conscious pain over my childhood. She revealed it to me once again,

brought

> it out, told me I used to be sick from infant formula at an early age, and

> thought the world wasn't safe. I remember things from early which are just

> as bad or worse, but anyway, she brought it all out and said things that

> just ended it all.

>

> In the days and hours following her visit and that letter, I just felt

able

> to be free. I don't feel the bar on my chest anymore, and I don't feel

> constant pain emotionally. I feel joy, anticipation for each days events,

> and I want to live again. I don't want to die each day, like I have for 3

> years or so. It's over. I have never felt like this without serious

amounts

> of medications or serious incoming excitement, for years. Now, each day is

> fine as it is, and I'm making the most of them.

>

> I am, indeed, back to work, on GJ3 and other things. I am having a great

> time in the moment, alone, no problem, and in fact, I really don't want to

> be disturbed by anyone, as I have so much work to catch up on, and I love

> it, forget "catch up", I just love learning and creating. Lately I've been

> learning all about the artifacts of the ancient cultures of the world,

from

> Australia to England, and all the links, the earth gride, ley lines, etc

> etc. Quite exciting info for someone like me.

>

> I have no intention actually of getting "married" anytime soon, as that

> would actually be in my way. I'm not going anywhere to "find a wife".

That's

> not a focus for me actually. I realized it's not that I'm not loved, it's

> that I wasn't loving. Alot of things have turned around. I really don't

feel

> the need for a constant companion. I can truly say, I love myself again,

and

> I'm having a grand time alone, alone with God, and Truth, which includes

so

> many people, it's a chorus of input around here.

>

> I truly ask forgiveness for where I did or said things that caused pain

and

> suffering for others. I also truly ask forgiveness for being such a

display

> of pain and woe. I hope it was beneficial in some way as an example

> clinically at least, of the onset and decline of emotional disorder. I did

> it partly in that spirit, or at least, hoping that at least in some way it

> was beneficial in those ways. Some of you said it was interesting and a

> learning experience, and thanked me for sharing. I hope so. When it

wasn't,

> I sincerely apololgize for intruding such heavy pain into your eyes or

ears.

>

> I thank those of you who helped me. Many of you did.

>

> The good news is that we learn from it all. I learned alot. I appreciate

> things in a new way. I of course learned SO much actually through it all,

> which will show up in my word, as it all really matured me. I hope to

share

> in video and book now, as well as software. I have alot of material to

> share.

>

> IF there IS ANYTHING that I need to pay for, placate, explain, or undo,

any

> negative things, please, if you feel negativity towards me due to my past

> actions or words, please let me know, as there is much I cannot remember

or

> don't want to unless asked to. I wish to atone fully. I hope I can bear

what

> is asked of me privately if there is anything. This is to you as an

> individual. If you bear anger or resentment towards me because I wronged

you

> somehow in my pain and delusion, I still want to fix that. I want to be

> cleared of the problems and debts I've caused and accrued over this Saturn

> Rahu nightmare.

>

> Peace,

>

>

> Das Goravani, President

>

> 2852 Willamette St, #353

> Eugene, OR, 97405, USA-America

> Voice: or in America

> fax: 541-343-0344

>

>

> http://www.DancingMoonInc.com

>

>

>

>

> Om Namo Bhagavate Vasudevaya; Hare Krishna; Om Tat Sat

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