Update Humble

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Hey

 

So, I'm writing this because I think "Wow, even recently I wrote such and

such things on the list, so some people may have a certain impression, so

again an update is needed, about 'me', again. I've made my life public, so

I think I had better not stop on a bad note of any kind. Indeed, goodness

can now be reported. However, I grow in embarrassment over this attribute of

myself, so I'll be brief, which means, it's good news, if you follow my way-

long for misery, brief for good.

 

So in brief, and please believe me:

 

Using 365/LP on, Vimshottari dashas show me leaving Sat-Rahu (hell!) and

entering Sat-Jup a few months back. Simultaneously, Jupiter goes exalted and

Saturn gets out of the sign of my Sun-Merc. So it's spelled to be better

times.

 

Indeed, I finally went for help a few months back not to modern doctors and

the like, but instead a psychic healing lady, who uses Kineseology (finger

response testing to find out your real inner truths). She talked to me and I

changed. Her faith in me and my ability to heal were different than

everybody elses I've ever encountered. This got me off meds.

 

Then more recently, her friend came to town who also does this, and who's

deceased 8 yr old son "talks to her from the other side". Well, at first,

after my session with her, I thought nothing happened of significance, no

special information received. I thought it was a dud session basically.

 

However, the day after, I wrote that recent somewhat long and blank

emotional self bio that I posted the other day. That day, something clicked

inside me. Something turned off, went away, ended, died. It was a sub

conscious pain over my childhood. She revealed it to me once again, brought

it out, told me I used to be sick from infant formula at an early age, and

thought the world wasn't safe. I remember things from early which are just

as bad or worse, but anyway, she brought it all out and said things that

just ended it all.

 

In the days and hours following her visit and that letter, I just felt able

to be free. I don't feel the bar on my chest anymore, and I don't feel

constant pain emotionally. I feel joy, anticipation for each days events,

and I want to live again. I don't want to die each day, like I have for 3

years or so. It's over. I have never felt like this without serious amounts

of medications or serious incoming excitement, for years. Now, each day is

fine as it is, and I'm making the most of them.

 

I am, indeed, back to work, on GJ3 and other things. I am having a great

time in the moment, alone, no problem, and in fact, I really don't want to

be disturbed by anyone, as I have so much work to catch up on, and I love

it, forget "catch up", I just love learning and creating. Lately I've been

learning all about the artifacts of the ancient cultures of the world, from

Australia to England, and all the links, the earth gride, ley lines, etc

etc. Quite exciting info for someone like me.

 

I have no intention actually of getting "married" anytime soon, as that

would actually be in my way. I'm not going anywhere to "find a wife". That's

not a focus for me actually. I realized it's not that I'm not loved, it's

that I wasn't loving. Alot of things have turned around. I really don't feel

the need for a constant companion. I can truly say, I love myself again, and

I'm having a grand time alone, alone with God, and Truth, which includes so

many people, it's a chorus of input around here.

 

I truly ask forgiveness for where I did or said things that caused pain and

suffering for others. I also truly ask forgiveness for being such a display

of pain and woe. I hope it was beneficial in some way as an example

clinically at least, of the onset and decline of emotional disorder. I did

it partly in that spirit, or at least, hoping that at least in some way it

was beneficial in those ways. Some of you said it was interesting and a

learning experience, and thanked me for sharing. I hope so. When it wasn't,

I sincerely apololgize for intruding such heavy pain into your eyes or ears.

 

I thank those of you who helped me. Many of you did.

 

The good news is that we learn from it all. I learned alot. I appreciate

things in a new way. I of course learned SO much actually through it all,

which will show up in my word, as it all really matured me. I hope to share

in video and book now, as well as software. I have alot of material to

share.

 

IF there IS ANYTHING that I need to pay for, placate, explain, or undo, any

negative things, please, if you feel negativity towards me due to my past

actions or words, please let me know, as there is much I cannot remember or

don't want to unless asked to. I wish to atone fully. I hope I can bear what

is asked of me privately if there is anything. This is to you as an

individual. If you bear anger or resentment towards me because I wronged you

somehow in my pain and delusion, I still want to fix that. I want to be

cleared of the problems and debts I've caused and accrued over this Saturn

Rahu nightmare.

 

Peace,

 

 

Das Goravani, President

 

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