This too shall pass

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This too shall pass.

People say that about everything, and they're right. Everything goes.

Well, my depression, which for the last 8 years or so has been something I've

occasionally talked, yelled or screamed about on this list, is going.

I did move into Mercury dasha from Saturn some months back, and it seems to be working.

Saturn afflicts my Moon greatly, and I ran that dasha from 1986 up until this

year. Now it's over and Mercury is running.

I am feeling better and more steady.

My karma has now come to the point where it is giving me the ability to give up

self medicating with a potent herb that has a deranging aspect on the mind.

I'm glad that is out of my life.

That is a major step. Along with that, I have various new tools for self help,

from hypnosis CD's to an inversion table that lets you hang upside down, like

as if doing a head stand, and self massaging gizmos etc. I'm taking better

care of my body and brain overall in other words.

I am sharing this with the list in order to bring to closure this long period of my pain.

Because the dasha has changed and my improvement has been for many months now in

a very stable way and not in a manic way, I think it is time to say these things

with confidence.

So you can forget the Das who screamed in pain. He's gone. The process did

however slow me down. The Das who existed before the depression, who could

move so very fast and constantly, is no more as well. I'm mellow, older, a bit

slower, but that's OK. Mania is not healthy.

Side by side with this improvement is a reattachment to dharmic principles which

I somewhat lost during the pain and panic phase. I'm no longer as loose with my

morals as I was during the really bad times. When you are in severe

emotional/mental pain to the point of considering suicide, you tend to lose

your caring about everything. Then when you heal, it returns, and it is for

me.

I will never be free from this type of thing completely, because well, just look

at my Moon in my chart. But the heaviest phase had to be during Saturn, and it

was, and that's over.

To those who have always been on the list and heard all my stuff over all these

years, I'm sorry for beating your ears with my pain. I thank you for your

tolerance. And I do sincerely apologize to anyone whom I have hurt due to my

wrong actions during my difficult times.

Sincerely,

Das Goravani (Richard Vuerst-MachAeoidh)

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