I feel good...

January 20, 2006

I feel good. !

That’s the middle. Remembering the last one, and fearing the next, are

you only pains, otherwise, you feel great.

So, now that I feel so, Thanks Steve!.

But expecting proper emotions from those in the middle of an emotional psychosis

storm, attack, whatever...is misled. We, at those times, are simply illogical

and needy.

By the way, for the indulgent reader, I have to say, that Steve’s

“face it like a warriror, man”, mood, was quite attractive to me.

I didn’t do that particular approach, but I enjoy the warm hug of the

demon without even sitting on a chair, usually for a couple days at a time,

sometimes longer. It’s very intimite and interesting, being subjected to

every possible painful thought and feeling. I’m working on kicking his

ass 24/7, and have been for years, and I’m getting better, stronger, and

he knows it, so he’s trying harder too.

I think in the end, when you are about to die, suddenly the demon takes form

before your eyes (nobody else) and you see him about to eat you, and you are

horrified, or not, and then, he turns into the happiest you you’ve ever

seen, and then your other gender side which you’ve perhaps never seen,

and in total bliss, you realize the demon was fear of your own power, and you

die at that moment. What a waste! Oh well, to keep this place as bad as it

is, we can’t have enlightened people just walking around now can we!?

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Do not confuse lucidity and intelligence with sanity. Sanity is peaceful and

feels good. Whereas the insane can be both lucid and intelligent, while

feeling completely miserable about life due to their own inner gripes with

reality, which form the basis of their particular insanity. So, the insane can

write, and talk, but that doesn’t mean they feel good or are happy. Of

course, you are not really intelligent until you are sane.

Thanks

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